Comments | katherineheigl: "Ever since you learned to walk, you ran away. Kept running until you couldn't feel your legs."

katherineheigl

"Ever since you learned to walk, you ran away. Kept running until you couldn't feel your legs."

Mar 01, 2003 14:27

I went to the Spy Bar last night, thanks to the wonderful _matdevine and his suggestions on where to go in Chicago. I spent the night drinking and conversing with people - mostly with Mat, because he was a familiar face - and I'm afraid I might have scared him. I tend to do that to people when I get alcohol in my system. But hey, oh well. What can you do ( Read more... )

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ryan_reynolds March 1 2003, 16:28:44 UTC

"I've always prided myself on being this emotionally strong person, but in fact, I'm severely weak. I'm... kind of a fraud."

I'm quite familiar with the feeling. I only realized it after everything with Kristin though. If I were you I would hold on to Conor, he seems like someone who cares about you very much. I know I could use someone like that right about now.

Let me know when you do end up back in LA, I may be there in the coming week or two. I would love to see you.

Re: katherineheigl March 1 2003, 20:21:49 UTC

Even though it comforts me, knowing that I'm not alone, it's also kind of sad that you know where I'm coming from. I'm very sorry to hear about you and Kristin, though. You don't seem horribly heartbroken which is good, but still, it had to have had an impact.. I'm sorry that happened, Ryan.

And yes, I'm clinging to Conor with all I have. He's a wonderful, amazing person. I'm lucky to have someone like him in my life. You'll find someone for you when you least expect it, believe me. It always hits you when you don't think it will.

I'll definately let you know when I'm in LA. It'd be great to see you.

ryan_reynolds March 1 2003, 22:01:17 UTC

Yeah, well it's been a month so I dropped the horribly heartbroken thing because I didn't want to seem to terribly pathetic. I don't know, it's still not easy but I'm good. I know she's happy, and yeah it's with someone else, but what happens..I believe it happens for a reason.

Good, Call Me.

Re: katherineheigl March 2 2003, 16:31:49 UTC

Absolutely. Everything happens for a reason.

I'll do that.

hey, doll. pink_x March 1 2003, 16:54:03 UTC

We def. have to hang out when you get back!

--<3Pink.

Re: hey, doll. katherineheigl March 1 2003, 20:23:28 UTC

Alright, sounds good!

behr_ March 2 2003, 13:41:57 UTC

I don't really know what to say.

Re: katherineheigl March 2 2003, 16:16:34 UTC

Oh god, Jason... *sighs* I wish I knew what to say as well.

behr_ March 2 2003, 21:47:42 UTC

Some actions speak louder than words.

matdevine March 3 2003, 13:40:45 UTC

No sweetie, you didn't scare me at all. I thought maybe I was scaring you with how obnoxious I was being to everyone else. Trust me though, they deserved it. I hope you had a good time

Re: katherineheigl March 3 2003, 17:06:52 UTC

Believe me, it takes a lot to scare me off. I'm quite obnoxious myself, you're nothing. But, yes, I had an awesome time, thank you.