so yes... the world fights against me once again. ::sigh:: i think the stars or fate or whatever you want to call it hates me. but i still have sam and he makes me laugh even when im in a bad mood. how is it that some people can do that? ill never know... well anyway... im goin to watch lost tonite and i think thats pretty much the only thing im ( Read more... )

so tonite was really really weird. it was my cousins wedding... and then the reception where everyone just got smashed from the unlimited, open bar. those arent a good idea in an alcoholic family. and then everyone smells bad adn ugh its just gross. but thats not the weird part. the weird part is that my MOM was drinking. yeah, my MOM, the one who ( Read more... )

i couldnt fall asleep last nite after watching whats eating gilbert grape and i didnt fall asleep until like 2 and i woke up at 3 not remembering where i was (i was on gwens bedroom floor) and then fell back asleep at like 3:30 and woke up at 4:15. and then i went shopping and gots lots of neat things i think next year im going to get all my stupid ( Read more... )

tell me your secrets, and ask me your questions, oh lets go back to the start, runnin in circles ( Read more... )

i really like this cd that sam burned for me :) its so good its got all my favorite stuff on it :) what a sweetie... hehe ( Read more... )

why hello everyone. i have to go to a wedding on friday :( those are tons of fun... but i get to wear a sparkly dress and leave glitter everywhere. so ha! go ahead, invite me to another wedding... ill sparkle all over you...

she is perfect in that fucked up way... yeah she wakes me up in the middle of the night, just to tell me everything will be alright.. -amphetamine, everclear ( Read more... )

i close my eyes i dream that im a w a k e...

quote of the day ( Read more... )

ok, im not a big rap fan, but i love the song hush by ll cool j. thats just a good song... anyway, tomorrow i go to greenfield village with the freshmen and sophomores. and its going to be FREEZING, but can we have casual? nooooooo... can the rest of the school have casual? why of course. gah. theyre taking this "love your uniform" thing too far ( Read more... )