Oh honey. I just don't know what to say. I love you and I hope you and yours find peace. Crystal Beach has always brought me peace. If we are back in Conroe by the time you head home, please feel free to drop in. We should be home a week from today.
Oh honey....saying I'm sorry seems so inadequate, but it's all I've got right now. I can relate to your fear and guilt about Pat's goddaughter. When Bill finally left Caryl, he had already stayed two years past the relationship's end just for Chayce's sake. I was very worried that he would never be able to be in contact with her again, and as it played out, he really did lose a lot of the closeness of that relationship. We were very lucky both in that Chayce was older, and able to make her own choices much sooner, and that she was already on a pretty decent trajectory. They are in contact now, with my enthusiastic blessing, but I still mourn for the loss that I know he still feels of those years without her. All I can tell you is that it will work out as it needs to, and that Pat is better for being with you. Poisonous people will find ways to sow misery no matter what, and there is no guarantee that if he had stayed, things wouldn't have gone just as badly, and perhaps worse, if that kind of manipulation was how mom played the game.
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That's quite a lot dumped on you in a short time, and it's all intense stuff. I hope you find ways to let it out and start processing it... and will be holding you in my heart the whole time.
And when it rains it does pour, doesn't it? I hope you are enjoying your vacation and getting some rest and relaxation in. I have no words of wisdom or anything, but I will be praying for you.
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