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remember when we met? remember how you &me were both so excited, & we used to talk whenever we could? & we would get nervous around eachother becuase you were "the jenny fox" remember last summer when you came over everyday & we would never be bored. then you went to korea & remeber how i wrote you a page everynight you were gone &gave it to you when you came back? i felt like my other half was gone. then school came & you went to highschool. i missed you but it didn;'t matter, because our biggest fight we ever had weas what movie we were gonna go see & who's house we should stay at. remember the first time i ever smoked & we got caught by your dad? then i went out with alex & did some shit i probably shouldn't have but oh fucking well. that was all fine. then spring break was fucking awesome, even though i knew we wern't as close, i didn't care, because you were my best friend & nothing could come between us. you were the only one besides to of my guy friends that stuck with me through all the shit that went down in 8th grade. people started hateing me because of smoking & all of the stupid shit. but you were there. even when i had NO ONE you were there. i know you never help at all wth my problems, but atleast you try, & atleast you were there for me. last summer fucking sucked, everything we had went to shit because we were too close & you just got on my nerves & i got on yours but we made up right? now other people are in the picture & i just can't handle it. yopu treat me like shit then finally say sorry, but you don't really mean it because you go and do the same thing
today i wrote you a note, telling you how i relaly feel in 6th hour, & i was planning on giving it to you after school & doing stuff like old times. but, we both knwo what hapened there, you never came, i waited for so so long and you never came, so i call almost 5 times then you finally answer and your with jessica and amber, who you promised last fucking ight you would enver ditch me for again.
6: member when weused u used to come over and we would watch movies and cuddle
we talked about shiut then. you can't even handle that now.
fuck everything.
we can't even handle being friends
i know tonight your gonna be really nice to me& shit like you already are now, but i'm not even going to answer because your just gonna be really nice to me then screw me over again toamrrow
idon't want to hear anyone's sympothy
& i dont really want to hear anythingfrom anyone
because i dont't care
i can take care of myslef
all i ever wanted was to be best friends with jenny agian, & this is the shit that i get
if anyone gives me shit of the stupid "i'll be your best friend" shit then idk what i'll do.
becasue i'll never be close to anyone like i was to her
FUCK BEST FRIENDS