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kathyxep

Almost a month...

Dec 16, 2005 13:52

Uih it has almost been a month now that I wrote something in here. I think it's getting time, and I am not sure if I can recall everything that happened in between. Well it was a lot, good and bad, but anyway. Well the good things I remember are, first snow, Jendrik and me building our first snow man together, mmhh, Jendrik his birthday, my TWO ( Read more... )

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biene_tine December 17 2005, 22:30:20 UTC

you're right. you should be happy.
but tell him that you need some kind of special "thanks".. every girl needs that.. he'll understand. :)
being depressive is totally okay.. I share this feeling at the moment.. *smile*
wish ya a nice weekend :)

kathyxep December 18 2005, 15:17:56 UTC

hey
thanks for your advice, I tried to tell him that and he kinda understood, but you know how gyus are, they think they know, but they have no idea! :)
well so how is it going in your love life? I read about the guy who didn't call you. What a jerk, who would not call a sweet little honey bee like you?!?!?! :)
alright have a nice week and Merry Christmas btw.! :)
bye

biene_tine December 18 2005, 19:30:32 UTC

yes he obviously IS a jerk..
but what to do against this fact??! I have no idea.
merry christmas dear poelli :)

shiny_salvation December 19 2005, 10:38:19 UTC

hey that reminds me of when i did alex german powerpoint presentation about Hoerbuecher. hey what agreat topic. i structured it all and that a day before he had to do it. and he was like hey thank you so much you dsaved me and i was impressed that he actually said thanks. but the next day he had already forgotten about it and he didn´t get the highest score and was complaining and i was pissed and shouted at him because without me he would have had nothing. he didn´t even understand the task and i had to explain everyhting to him.
yes i know how you feel

shiny_salvation December 19 2005, 10:43:49 UTC

and also i coulldn´t sleep last night because in my head i was argueing with alex about what we always argue. And i somehow had the feeling that i really hated him in that moment. that rewally scared me because don´t i want him back? like for real back? but why am i spending 3 hours at night then shouting at him and yelling at him and saying mean stuff to him in my head. it was more like a breakup scene than a makeup scene. And the problem is that all the topics i discussed in my mind we will have to discuss anyway so this dream could possibly become true. arrg.
i don´t know what i should do.

And here´s another question. i am collecting arguements from girls to give him contra: Would you have sex with jendrik if for example i was in the room but sleeping. because you can´t be sure i am...
Need an answer and i hope it´s going to be a "no, never"

kathyxep December 19 2005, 12:45:19 UTC

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biene_tine December 19 2005, 17:34:34 UTC

someone else tried to do it when I was in the room.
I was like "no christina, you're hallucinating, you're drunk."

shiny_salvation December 20 2005, 10:39:15 UTC

yes i am coming on frisay night with priscila, the mexican girl, she stays till monday. and that´s where the whole sex thing is coming from anyway becasue apparently 6,5 weeks waiting is so hard that he cannot wait another 3 days. i could kill him.
and yes, come over and than we also have to do a pizza night or we just order it... haha. no and this time we definitely have to spend more time together than last week i was home. but this time you don´t have school so that should be easier...