I hate fighting with someone, first of all, but I really hate fighting with someone and not knowing what to say to him. I know what's on my chest, but I know Jay won't understand it, and that we'll just end up fighting more until we just agree to disagree. So what's the point in fighting, then, you know? Why not just let it be? He likes to do that ( Read more... )

I swear one day, I can have the best day ever, and the next day, it is the worst. Does that mean I'm bipolar? Let's hope not...I've got enough diseases in my gene pool to deal with ( Read more... )

My e-mail to Planned Parenthood ( Read more... )

Sorry about the length of my last update. Jay had to go to work and I was at his house, so I needed to go quickly ( Read more... )

I do apologize to my wonderful LiveJournal for not updating for hmmmmm...a million months. Yeah. Everytime I get on the computer, I want to do it, and then I don't. Don't ask me why. I have this class that a lot of the assignments are online, so that makes my computer time less fun, and I don't like that whatsoever ( Read more... )

What a load of crock. I just read something that said God sent the tsunami because that part of the world is "messed up" and everyone in the world needed to pay attention to it to fix its problems ( Read more... )

So today I bought books and binders for the ever-impending 2005 spring semester. As crazy as it sounds, I am excited about this semester because it really should be easy. I'll run down the classes ( Read more... )

I'm usually not so bad about not posting, but I have just felt too busy lately. I opened my AOL account, and honest to goodness, I had sixteen unread mail messages. Are you kidding me? I check my e-mail so much I am lucky to have like 2 unread mail messages. SIXTEEN. Yeah, so I haven't spent that much time at the computer lately. Whoops ( Read more... )

Okay, so I'm leaving for Oklahoma in the morning. Have I packed? Nope. Have I gotten a present for Jay's grandparents yet? Nope. I have no clue what to get them. I've never even met them. How am I supposed to know what they like enough to get them ( Read more... )

Lately I have been working (while not working on school work) on developing a friendship with Becca. I don't know; we just click. It's so weird because we were talking and we were like, no one would ever put us together, but we just fit. I don't know if that makes sense, but I think both of us took off our blinders and pre-assumed notions about ( Read more... )