so i havent updated in a while but thats because ive been trying to figure out myself lately and ive come to this conclusion. i get upset and then liek 10 minutes later its off my mind and i realized that the reason i forget so easily is because its not that important... of course theres things you should get upset over but dont dwell on them and i ( Read more... )

i dont care if you think im selfish or if you dont understant me im done, with everyone...screw you all im sorry

god i hate my mom its not even funny it sucks i wish i jsut had my dad hes so much better than her. i dotn care fi this sounds like some petty little thing leik o i got in a fight with my mom i hate her its leikt his everday.she overexagerates everything. i really dont want to go to band tonight at all i tihkn i may go to ryans afterwards hoepfully ( Read more... )

hahah so i found out some funny news about an old friend who supposedly smokes now i knew it would happen, but yeah um so i had band tonight it was okay for the alst marching this year. we all snuck out after band haha fun times with lyndsie walknig down the street. i really wanted to go streaking with jaclyn but then like someone told all the boys ( Read more... )

i feel so hurt i hate it, o well a nice thing to add on to today. i dont even care anymore i thought people wouldnt do stuff liek this anymore o well there goes me trusting people like always and then getting hurt bye

love me
hold me
care for me
i feel so selfish
but i know i need you to carry me
who are you?
please come,
show me
lets play like the kids of our childhood
in the backyards
on swings
comfort me like a child
love me like a wife
obsess over me like a new crush...
and kiss me, kiss me as our first touch

um yeah i wanna go on a road trip to canada this summer me ( Read more... )

CRAP I HAVE TO MAKE ANOTHER 150 BY FRIDAY FOR BAND I DONT KNOW WHAT IM GONIG TO DO....

o my gosh last night was so fun tara and paul came over after school and we bought this cd that goes liek "two puertoricans a black man an american sitting at a party, the black guy says to the american, we gotta get this party started...................... were gunna rock you were gonna rock you" ahahah adn then some other opera techno stuff and a ( Read more... )

im dying my hair!!!!! im soosososos excited!!!!!

I JUST TRIED OUT FOR EDGE TALENT SHOW PLAYING RECORDER OUT MY NOSE TARS GUNNA BE MY OFFICIAL NOSE HOLDER O MY GOSH EVERYONE VOTE FOR EM PLESE I NEED THE MONEY TO PAY FOR HAWAII AND I JSUT HAVE THE BEST ACT AHAHA