So I'm doing it here because sometimes I get bored...

The Basics
Guy or Girl or Other: Vagina.
Age: 19.
Place of Residence: Houston at the moment.  Austin as of Aug. 17.
Zodiac Sign: Cancer.

Write the first thing that comes to mind
love: Lie.
metal: Band.
cube: Square.
religion: Free.
devastation: Masses.
giraffes: Depression.  (Hahahaha referring to the robot ( Read more... )

Uh....
I just went to a movie with he who shall not be named.
Yeah.  He held my hand.
And I was like  :l
Absolutely nothing there.
I don't think I'll see him anymore.
He's only pretending he just wants to hang out with me, but is secretly hoping I'll eventually give in if he takes it slow.
Well FUCK THAT.
I'm done.
And happy about it.
:)

I cannot believe all ( Read more... )

Revelation # 10: I act like I'm tough and emotionally strong, but I'm as fragile as glass.

Revelation # 11: Just when you think you've found yourself, you'll lose yourself all over again. But that also means you get to find yourself all over again with some soul searching.

Revelation # 12: All good things last only moments while the bad things last ( Read more... )

Revelation # 8: I don't just not share my feelings. I'm terrified of sharing them because it means I have to feel, and when I feel, I hurt.

Revelation # 9: You know you're sexually frustrated when you're at a party complaining about how you're hot/sweating partly from heat and partly from the heat of someone you have your eye on, pulling on your ( Read more... )

Revelatioin # 6: At 4:45 pm I put some vodka in my Rockstar without even thinking about it. Come to think of it, I've been putting vodka in all my drinks the past few nights.

Revelation # 7: Guys come back to me again for sex because they know I'll let them. But I'm not easy, nor am I promiscuous.

Secret # 1: I can't remember what HE smells like.

Secret # 2: If I could change one thing, I would have told HIM to keep my bracelet that I lost at his house two years ago when HE "found" it and gave it back to me last summer.

Secret # 3: My non-fear of death has turned into a somewhat longing for death. Not really death itself, just life after ( Read more... )

Revelation #1:  I prefer one best friend to a group of friends because in groups, I tend to be the one left out or dropped from the group.

Revelation #2: I don't talk a lot because at home I'm ignored, interrupted to be forgotten, or simply not listened to so I don't think people will actually listen to me/care. Or I start to think that if I'm ( Read more... )

I think I've been over-exerting myself.  
I've been working out hardcore every day for the past two weeks (either 30-45 min in the morning and the same in the afternoon, or an hour in the morning or afternoon.  Sometimes and hour both.)
With only one rest day, even though you're supposed to have two.
And I've been eating the right amount every day for ( Read more... )

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FAVORITES:
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[An author who had affected you] Herman Hesse.

[What you most like to do on a Sunday] Eat breakfast, listen to music, and read the paper in peace and quiet as I do every Sunday.

[A taste that makes you melt] Mmmm.

[The film you could watch over and over] Girl, Interrupted.

FRUITS OF YOUR LABOR:
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So you know how I started going on about how I think I'm bipolar?
Well I think it actually is borderline personality disorder.

Diagnosis: A person with a borderline personality disorder often experiences a repetitive pattern of disorganization and instability in self-image, mood, behavior and close personal relationships. This can cause significant ( Read more... )