its freaking 8 oclock and everyone in my house is yelling and screaming. they are eating breakfast and apparently forgot that i work during the summer and this is my only morning to sleep in.

that thing from eternal sunshine of the spotless mind... i wish i could do it. not only with people but with events to. i was reading through some stuff that i should'nt have been and i was reminded of the way things use to be. now its eight o'clock in the morning and i feel sick. i hate this feeling. its not guilt, but more like uncertainty and ( Read more... )

have like nil ( Read more... )

hmm, i am pretty sure that having close to no money is one of the most depressing things. especially when you have bills due. i thought by working summer school it would not be that different of a pay decrease. i was wrong. so now i have to pay ( Read more... )

im sad.

- its hot outside
- i cant find shoes to wear for saturday
(mainly because i havent looked)
- i dont like the dress that much
- august program started so it was my first day back to work
- have not talked or played with brandon in a while
- matts being rude

+ talking to shanny more
+ playing with shanny more
+ get payed on tuesday

im pretty sure i dont like people.
stop trying to be cool and act like you care.

one year. matt and i.
i love you.

sometimes people say things they dont mean.
example: lets hang out more. i'll call you.

now thats just a bold face lie. all i do is hang out with matt and you wonder why?

he calls.

you say you understand, but you dont understand ( Read more... )