"Everybody wants to be perceived as beautiful in some way," she says. "We look at the pages of magazines and we see beautiful faces, and you see people who look great in that makeup, or great in that dress, and you want to feel that way."

sometimes i hate you.
but not really.
i just hate how things are ... you know?

sometimes i hate me.
all the time actually.
i just dont want to be here ... you know?

i hate the way you make me feel.
sometimes good, sometimes bad. its all the same really.
its one extreme or the other and just makes me ... you know.

the first cut really IS the deepest.

Like the naked leads the blind.
I know I'm selfish, I'm unkind.
Sucker love I always find,
Someone to bruise and leave behind.

- i laugh and crack jokes to make you think i dont care.
i hurt you to make my hurt go away.
i love you so much it hurts.
when im with you im weak and when im away from you im dead.
when i break down you pick me up.
when i run from you, you run towards me faster.
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i used to be able to count on you.
not anymore.
its weird how things change.
how people change.
not even a goodbye.
matt, YOU are the only one i can turn to when all the pieces fall apart.

there is no reason to be rude to me.
i have never made any of you feel bad or unwanted.
you have been out of high school for what like a year? and you're still reading live journals of girls you don't like.
why be so derogatory?
it was one night in which you all had to see me.
if you wanted me to leave early...you should have told me...yourself.

so recently an incident occurred where i was so thankful that i was out of high school ( Read more... )

im a jealous person.
i dont like it.
he does what he says and he says what he means.
what is my malfunction?
i love jane ly.