I am. I'm trying to look up and be positive. 
-Deep breath- Okay, let's get back in and smile.

_Katie. 

She knew it would hurt if she chose to keep on smiling ( Read more... )

 It's a non-edited piece of bile that helps me slightly.
The first part has chords, and I'll try to work
music in the rest of it.
But for now it is what it is.

Fasten seatbelt
close my eyes and
drive somewhere I'm unfamiliar 
[with]

Floor the pedal
weave through speeding 
cars and pray I 
make it out alive.

With reckless abandon
I'll run from these 
enclosing ( Read more... )

 I know what my decision is.
He's decided it for me.
And I choose not the path less traveled, 
but not yet traveled by me.

--Katie.

seem to make up my mind ( Read more... )

Okay, so the reality of this silly creepiness just hit me.
The guy who I'm after, who has been checking me out [or so it seems]
Used to be involved in [and I'm not sure of his involvement as of late]
Raves [though I don't believe he does drugs],
and has modeled. 
Oh god.
That's just funny to me.

--Katie.

 I hate being an unstable woman ( Read more... )

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I'm in one of those very odd moods.
You know those moods.
I'm a little bit lonely.
Don't get me wrong
[not that anyone reading this would because they've 
heard it a million times]
I have the best friends anyone can ask for.

Has anyone ever had the feeling they were meant
for something?
I know a lot of women just feel as though
they were meant to be ( Read more... )

I feel very rejected and annoying lately.
I'm sorry if I have been.
Though I don't thin I've annoyed anyone reading this.
Which is basically Sara, Julie and Kat maybe.
<3
If I have I apologize.
But yeah.
=/