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scandalous.
I remember why I don't get drunk around those I don't know well
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So it's been awhile. I'm a slacker, I know ( Read more... ) -
loneliness and cats
So I had thought things were finally going ok. Thought I was making some more friends here in Lansing, so I wouldn't hate it so much. Apparently not. I'm sick of people saying 'oh we'll go out on friday to this bar' and other similar things. I'm sick of sitting at home alone on the weekend nights. I'm sick of coming home to an empty place. I am ( Read more... ) -
wine and thoughts
Bonnie and I had a fabulous discussion this evening about guys. about heartbreak. about frustration over mind games. over superficial dating. About not wanting to deal with bull shit. We've decided to just have one night stands for the rest of our lives. or until our jobs make it so it's not a good idea. then we drank white zin "together" as she's ( Read more... ) -
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I totally woke up at 6:15 on a Saturday morning and I don't know why ( Read more... ) -
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seriously, I suck.
applied to take the department of state exam.
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so it's been a lil while since I've updated. Oops ( Read more... ) -
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I don't think the "crush" is going to pan out. Like it's a big surprise to me that it's not. Please. It's me. I don't know. I guess the victory here is that I can feel again. Like, I met him and I felt like the switch was turned back on inside me. I suddenly felt things that I hadn't felt in over 4 months. So now at least I know that I can feel ( Read more... ) -
now this is more like it...
After a rather upsetting start to my 2006, things are now looking up. I made the decision to drop to 9 credits, which is something that I should have done last semester, but stupidly didn't. I need to focus on these 3 classes and work on gettin' my GPA up. The odds of me transfering out aren't the greatest now, but I guess I'll just have to grit my ( Read more... ) -
do I suck at life?
you know, I am starting to think that I just plain suck at life. I fucked up my first semester of law school. Though many of it is my fault for slacking off for 8 weeks, I place a considerable amount of blame on three particular people, and yes we all know who they are. I am just so angry at them for everything that happened. Angry at myself for ( Read more... )