I wish I could give you a hug right now. I'm so sorry to hear all that, I just wish there was something I could do for you. I know exactly how you feel, the trust issues, the terror and uncertainty of a drunk parent and the terrible truth of realising you have a kid going through the exact same shit you had to, wanting so bad to protect them, shield them from everything but knowing that in so many senses, you're completely powerless. I wish I knew what to say to make you feel better, I wish I could mend the heart-ache, there's nothing worse than when you lose your closest friend, or they betray you in a way you find too hard to forgive, at the time when you need them most, when you would normally turn to them, you have to turn away. I'm sorry, I'm probably not helping, but I just want you to know that you're not alone, that it will get better, and I'm always here if you want to talk. *hugs*
Thanks guys. Seriously. I mean, was a really bizzare night. I've had chance to calm down and sober up myself. We think that he was spiked. Seriously. He rang me yesterday morning, i answered. He cant remember a thing. I was the first person he spoke to when he woke up at 9.30. He didnt even have a hangover or anything. I made him go speak to his mum. She was not happy, at all. He then had to go appologide to his neighbours. Me and my bro think that one of the chav lads there was trying to spike the girl i was talking to' drink. My mate and here were both drinking vodka red bull and i think he picked her drink up
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I know exactly how you feel, the trust issues, the terror and uncertainty of a drunk parent and the terrible truth of realising you have a kid going through the exact same shit you had to, wanting so bad to protect them, shield them from everything but knowing that in so many senses, you're completely powerless.
I wish I knew what to say to make you feel better, I wish I could mend the heart-ache, there's nothing worse than when you lose your closest friend, or they betray you in a way you find too hard to forgive, at the time when you need them most, when you would normally turn to them, you have to turn away.
I'm sorry, I'm probably not helping, but I just want you to know that you're not alone, that it will get better, and I'm always here if you want to talk.
*hugs*
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