Had an evaluation today. Didn't go very well, but I have to go back again thanks to Ona and Jenessa. But I guess I can get through it. They asked me some questions that I haven't thought about and they really irritated me. It kinda got under my skin and it's still there ( Read more... )

I am at Jenessa's. I'm going to a movie with Shawn and Aaron Anderson. That could be fun. Mean Girls. Sounds interesting. Went to the soccer fields tonight. Bugs. Not cool. Jenessa agrees...Shawn too. Katie can't type cuz I have to erase and fix every word I type. Jenessa is on belief that she is an orange. Don't know what to think there ( Read more... )

Annette's dad died on Friday. I found out while I was at work and bawled the whole day. My boss said I could go home but I couldn't stand to be at home because it was just too sad to be there, and I hate seeing my mom cry. Annette was pretty much hysterical so my mom, being Annette's best friend, took over and informed all the family about it ( Read more... )

I'm sick. It's really not cool at all. I hate being sick. But anyways, besides being sick, I'm doing alright ( Read more... )

Last night ended with me being way way too drunk. At least I didn't have a boring Halloween though. At about 2am I was having a heart attack because I couldn't find anyone to take me home and for some strange reason I just wanted to go sleep in my own bed. It coulda been because I couldn't breathe and I didn't have my inhalers. They wouldn't ( Read more... )

I've never really felt inspired to write poetry. To me, poetry is kind of depressing. And now that he's gone, I can't stop writing poems, new quotes, and songs that I think of. Sometimes it makes me feel better to write about it, but sometimes it makes me cry. I can never quite pinpoint what I'm feeling because the feelings change with every ( Read more... )

I am. And there's nothing anyone can say that will stop that. I am okay. I know i may not feel ok sometimes, and that is completley normal...my friends told me this...but in the long run, i will be fine. I am fine. Yeah there still is that pit in my heart and there will be for along time, but for now, it's just (in the words of jenessa lynn ( Read more... )

Thursday night Candace and Kali picked me up and we went to the choir concert. Good times. Then we went and took Kali back to her dorm and she showed us around. I like it there. Maybe I'll transfer there ( Read more... )

The past couple days have been the worst in my life. I can live, but I don't want to. I'm so lost now.

Brandon was sick today. Poor baby, I went over and kept him company. Saw someone tonight that I didn't really expect to see. And even though we're not on the best terms, it was nice. Didn't say anything, but it was good to see this person happy. It made me happy ( Read more... )