guess what ( Read more... )

i'm bummed. i try too hard, and chase people away. i wish i knew how to hide how much i care. or to even not care at all. i'm all over the place, man! i miss so much about my life before, i never make anytime to appreciate the present, and to just accept the way things are, like everyoneeeee else. Why can't I do that too!?!

prestidigitation is such a good word ( Read more... )

every song, every movie, all my friends, connected to you? i lose you i lose all of that. i made the worst mistake of trusting another person with my heart. i cant see myself ever trusting again.

i'm disappointed in myself for taking this long to be strong enough. I'm ready now, you're worth waiting for. I just need one more chance and i won't mess it up this time.

i'd rather be alone than with anyone else.

abandoned.
i thought we were so much alike, so wrong.

why are you ruining my life ( Read more... )

its official, and i've never felt so alone.

i just cant talk about it, i'm too ashamed.

why cant i listen to any song and not get sad?

our talk today made me realize how much i really miss you, ian.
not like i didn't complain about it all the time anyway, i love you so much:(

Dear Ian,

I'm moving in.

love,
Katie