i do not deserve this.

why is it that i can never get past square one?

i need a vacation.

i'll be in dallas tonight with shil ant christina

i miss my cat very much.
i'll probably cry now.

its not fair.
everything that comes into my life leaves abruptly.
have i been so horrible?

i've had a pretty rough week, and noone to talk to.
i'm trying to adjust.
it seems all i do is try to adjust.
i don't know that i ever will.
i don't know if i can handle this today.
i really dont think i can.

...then i took Denise Darvall's little heart in my hands--pink and firm and cold. For the first time now we had cut into the donor heart, rather than just across its connecting vessels. The operation was becoming progressively more dangerous, allowing more chance for both innovation and error ( Read more... )

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iStole Your Sass: if i so much as look at anything with fdatr content i break out
Shilonious: fdatr?
iStole Your Sass: fat
iStole Your Sass: i cant type
Shilonious: ah...
Shilonious: i thought it was like msg or something...

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i've got a terrible feeling about something
though, i do not know what
but something is not right.
it is my intuition not just talking, but screaming at me.
something awful is going to happen soon.
i really hope i am wrong.
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck

i was kind of glum today.
but then i realized that mr quintron is playing tonight.
and my mood brightened.
!
i mayt not go, but it cheered me up.

see you there?

well
yesterday work beat me up.
i was the MOD and i ran my ass all over the place and came home and felt like i had been in a wrestling match
then i was so tired i missed seeing will oldham who i am in love with[see also: bonnie "prince" billy ( Read more... )