Hello people. If you are coming from Sam's blog, then you might know me, you might not. The name's Katie, I go to school and church with him if you didn't know that already. Welcome to my weird life that is my journal of thoughts where one day I might be happy, then at other times, depressed or there might be days where it'd be in the middle.  Sit ( Read more... )

I seriously think that I may be bipolar and not know it. I can't help, but be happy for most of the day, but when I come back for the evening, I get really depressed. I was having so much fun yesterday, I was in a great mood despite what has happened lately. (On Feb 20th, a month after Gramps died, my grandpa Ray, my mom's dad died on the same day ( Read more... )

I guess I really should update this thing more often.  But honestly I can say that there is nothing really going on in my life right now except that I'm usually and really busy with school, interviews, work and also I'm battling a cold and it sucks balls ( Read more... )

This weekend has really changed me in many ways. They have taught me that I need to do stuff for myself and ONLY myself. I need to not care about people think. I need to not feel alone and depressed on Valentine's Day. I need to experiment with new things and new friends in many different ways.

Last night I went to my first frat party and let me ( Read more... )

Yes I'm THAT bored...

1. Initials: KRH

2. Name someone with the same birthday as you: Prince Harry lol

3. Favorite fruit? Grapes

4. For or against same sex marriage? For, there's nothing wrong against gay marriages. If they love one another, then go ahead.

5. Are you allergic to something? Not that I know of, but I might be towards you! :P

6. Are you ( Read more... )

I'm crampy and it sucks :( I hate cramps and bloating...*frowns*

Heard from CYO Camp yesterday, they want an interview YAY!!!!!! *dances*

RA stuff is coming too, shadowing is Friday and then next weekend are the group and individual interviewes. Wish me luck!

Thanks for the comments of support everyone!

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I've been up since 4am typing answers for my RA Application. Yes you heard me right, I am applying to become a RA in the dorms next year. Not only would I be good at it, but it pays for my room and board, I get a cool meal plan and also a free Le Club membership. But mainly because I would enjoy it and it would be a really good experience for me. ( Read more... )

I feel like such an outcast, just like this song which is from the Phantom of the Opera, sung by Gerry Butler. I feel like no matter how hard I try, I'll never be the old Katie anymore. I never thought I'd go through this much pain from losing my Gramps. I haven't cried lately, but now I can't stop. I want this pain and emptiness to go away. I want ( Read more... )

I'm back in Terre Haute. And I can't say for a fact that I'm real excited because I'm still not myself really. I've cried everyday since I've got back because I miss my Gramps so much. I've been back since Tuesday, but it still feels like I'm at home.

The visitation was Sunday and the family went an hour early to spend some time with my Gramps and ( Read more... )

Robert Verl Hornsby aka my Gramps died this afternoon at 2pm exactly peacefully in his bed from Alzheimers.

And where was I? CLASS! DAMMIT! I never got to say goodbye, nobody did...and it's killing me. WHY!??!?!?! Why did this happen?!?! Why is death so cruel??

He didn't deserve this....at least he's with God now. I can see him smiling down on me ( Read more... )