Comments | katieren44: it was bound to happen

katieren44

it was bound to happen

Sep 15, 2005 11:18

i always do this. i care so much that i run them off. i finally get something great in my life, and i fuck it up. he was perfect, and i always thought he could do better than me, and now he's no longer mine. we haven't officially ended things, but he's trying so hard to make me happy, i feel he's not telling me how he really feels. it hurts so much ( Read more... )

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I don't know gottaluvpreps21 September 16 2005, 07:30:03 UTC

I don't know if you got my other post, so here it is. Just F.Y.I. my name is spelled Meredith.

Re: I don't know katieren44 September 16 2005, 07:39:46 UTC

i'm in a miserable state right now, and all you can say is that your name was spelt wrong on a post that i put up over 8 months ago. what the hell!

look gottaluvpreps21 September 16 2005, 19:20:05 UTC

i understand that you're upset. It sux. I'm actually not trying to be a bitch believe it or not. I just like to know when i spell things wrong. I hope things get better for you. Really. I swear i'm not the bitch i'm perceived to be.

don_juan_dejako September 17 2005, 06:45:18 UTC

i dont know what to say. but theres is so much pent up inside that none of it makes sense. none of it is your fault, its just that i feel i've taken more from you than i should have and expected more from i dont know what. you truly did mean alot to me but i'm starting to realize that its hard to love someone when you dont even know how to love yourself, i'm sorry that i've put you through so much and i'm sorry that i've treated you the way i have. sorry

katieren44 September 17 2005, 22:55:45 UTC

babe, i don't feel you've done anything wrong to me. that's what i don't get. i still care about you, but i'm not expecting you fall in love with me. i don't want us to break up, you know that. like i said to you earlier, i don't need to talk to you and see you everyday to make me happy. i just need you tell me that you still care, and i'll be ok. you may not see it in yourself, but you've treated me better than any other guy has. i know it's hard to believe, but it's true. don't be sorry. the only thing i don't like is that you're thinking of leaving, and i know you said it's not my fault, but i can't but feel that it is. you don't have to change anything about yourself to make me happy. i like you for who you are. don't change, and most of all, i really hope you don't leave. if you want space, that's fine. it's good for both of us. i need the space too. i just hope that you aren't unhappy with me, and that you never want to see me again.

KT

don_juan_dejako September 18 2005, 22:47:30 UTC

its none of those things. how do i put this into words that i can understand?

i dont know if i have the same feelings anymore.

unfortunately i dont think it will work out

katieren44 September 19 2005, 02:06:17 UTC

i have been thinking about it a lot too. i don't think it's going to work out either. i just would hate it if we just never talked again. i would still like to be friends. i just hope you will wanna at least see my face again sometime. it'll be easier for the both of us if we just move on. i'll see you on saturday evil whore! hehe. remember to give me directions.

KT

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