I don't really want to be here anymore, but where is here, and what is it that I want to runaway from? I don't know... I really don't care about school, I want to kick myself for that because I'm paying so fucking much to be there, but I just can't seem to care about it. I don't want to go anymore. But at the same time, I'm afraid to leave school, ( Read more... )

I haven't been in a car with my brother driving in a little over a year, and let me tell you, it was just as frightening as I remember...I mean how can one person drive so recklessly with "gangsta" music playing incredibly loud? And how is he related to me? I see no relation. Why does he keep hitting on Nadya, fuck it's awkward and she's all "yea

How goes it? Things are going ( Read more... )

I'm so fucking tired - Couldn't sleep last night for whatever reason...no cola or tea for me yesterday...
It's so fucking cold out - What happened to that freakishly warm weather from last year? I want a recount.

The party is over, but it was fun ahwile it lasted, I like spending time with Jenny, Chelsea and alcohol...it was fun, on Friday when we were at the Brig it was the first time...like ever I wasn't ID'd at a bar...and we tipped the waitress a cupcake...yum cupcakes ( Read more... )

SO my first birthday outing was pretty awesome, Dinner with Chelsea and Nadya...the some boy named Elliot showed up...And then meeeeeting up with Steph and her friends, but I already knew 1/3 of them, and she took my Nadya safely home! YUM ( Read more... )

Please go away and leave me alone ( Read more... )

HEAVENS ( Read more... )

So, on Friday night a 20 year old boy was drunk and passed out on the train tracks in Perth (what was he doing at the train tracks and where were the people he was with??), in any case, up until I looked at his picture in my grade 10 high school year book, he was just another statistic, y'know dumb males doing stupid things to die young. I won't ( Read more... )

I feel so lonely these days, and so disconnected from everyone ( Read more... )