my feminist self is warring with the self who, over the course of past 8 months, decided marriage and settling down would actually make me really happy ( Read more... )

ohhhhh my. this shit is getting heavy ( Read more... )

witnessed a bar fight within first 5 minutes of entering george and dragon... wooooo 21!

also, boy is simultaneously growing on me and pissing me off via patriarchy. (is patriarchy forgivable if it comes from a place of deep caring? am i an enabler?)

here we go. paid tuition to prevent myself from backing down again. still have problems with the social machine, little boxes etc etc. but i'm not happy. and i think it's because i haven't felt passionate about something in a long time. so here i am returning to academia to find that thing ( Read more... )

falling in love with too many people.

jake invited me to got to new mexico with him after new years.

FUCK.

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well. this video sums up how i feel about the whole situation ( Read more... )

"i think sometime we should talk about if we are dating. because it seems like things are heading that way ( Read more... )

a yoga teacher told us to stop trying to feel with our heads. the head can only experience things that have already happened - memories. every thought we have is delayed a millisecond because the head cannot possibly be in this very moment ( Read more... )

been thinking a lot about:
life goals
human interaction

facebook and cell phones are ruining my life.

i actually think there is something fucked up about being in constant communication.

god what the fuck.

oh man. gonna try to stop living everyone else's life.
whoa whoa whoa.
i'm in an awesome mood.