Title: Regret (chapter 1)
Pairings: HyukHae/ One-sided KiHae
Rating: G
Summary: Kibum and Donghae is getting close to each other every day and Eunhyuk is beginning to suspect something.
A/N: This is my first time to post here. I'm sorry for the summary. I'm not good at it:) Anyway, here is the first chapter of my long shot. I'll post the next soon:)
“Hey Donghae hyung. What time are we going out tomorrow?” Kibum asked as he walks inside Donghae’s and Eunhyuk’s shared room.
“Hm... Around noon?” Donghae answered as he cuddled with his boyfriend.
“Sure. I’ll just go here around 11:30. See you tomorrow Hyung.”
As soon as Kibum left the room, Eunhyuk turned to look at Donghae.
“Where and why are you going out with Kibum tomorrow?”
“He just needs some company, Hyukkie. Don’t be jealous. Alright?” Donghae pecked his lover’s lips before going to his bed.
“Oh, okay. Just don’t go home too late. Okay? Goodnight Hae. I love you!”
“Goodnight Hyukkie! I love you too!
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The next day…
“Hyukkie, how do I look?” Donghae asked Eunhyuk for the hundredth time.
“You look very handsome, okay? Stop looking at the mirror or it might break!” Eunhyuk answered him.
“Oh, by the way… May I ask you something?”
“Yes, Hyukkie?”
“Why are you going to accompany Kibum? There’s so many of us here. Why you?”
“Aww my Hyukkie is jealous! He said he has a problem and he’s the most comfortable telling me about everything. Plus, he said that I’m good at giving advices that’s why I’m going to help him.”
“YAH I’M NOT JEALOUS! I JUST WANT TO KNOW! And I have the right to know! I’m your boyfriend!” Eunhyuk yelled loud enough for the other members outside their room to hear.
“Chill! Okay? Don’t worry. I’ll be back by around… Hm… Maybe around 9. If you’re sleepy don’t wait for me okay? I’ll go now. Kibum is waiting for me outside. I’ll see you later Hyukkie! I love you!”
“I love you too, Hae!” And they shared a very passionate kiss before Donghae goes out of their room.
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At the park…
“Sorry for taking your day with Eunhyuk hyung.. it’s just that I can’t say this to anyone else but you.” Kibum said to Donghae as they take a walk in the park.
“It’s okay, Kibum. So tell me, what’s your problem? Why did you need my help all of a sudden?” Donghae asked a little bit worried about his friend.
“Yoona broke up with me yesterday.”
“WHAAAAAAAT? How long have you two been dating, exactly?”
“Hm.. 3 months? She said that she likes another guy. Hyung, I don’t think I can take it…” Kibum started crying. Donghae, not knowing what to say, simply hugged the younger one.
“Ssshhh, don’t cry. It’s alright. She’s not the only girl here, you know? Maybe you two are not really meant to be. Don’t worry. You’ll be meeting someone who’s so so so so much better than her! Okay? Cheer up! Come on, let’s go watch a movie! My treat!”
“Really, hyung? Sure! I want to watch Wolverine!” Kibum started to feel much better than before. All because of Donghae.
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“Hyung! Thanks a lot for treating me to everything today! I feel much better now. Anyway, get some rest! Goodnight!”
Eunhyuk heard someone outside their room. He was really jealous that Kibum got to have a date with Donghae on their one and only free day. But he has no choice but to allow Donghae since Kibum has a problem. He just ignored all of this and decided to sleep since he has a tough schedule ahead of him.
Once Donghae got inside their shared room, he noticed that the older boy is already sleeping. He pecked the older boy’s forehead and proceeded to the bathroom to change his clothes. When he was ready to lie down on his bed, he noticed that there is a post it on the pillow.
‘I’m sorry I cannot wait for you to arrive home. Anyway, goodnight my love. -Hyukjae’
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“Good morning sleepyhead!”I’ll be leaving now. I heard that today will be another free day for you. So… I’ll try to go home early, okay? Bye, Hae!” Eunhyuk greeted his lover before going out of their room.
“REALLY? YAY!” Once Donghae heard that he’ll have another free day, he immediately jumped out of bed and went inside the bathroom. Eunhyuk was confused by his lover’s actions.
“Why are you so excited?”
“Can I go with you? Please Hyukkie? I want to make it up to you.”
“But Hae, I’m very busy today. I won’t even have time for you if you’ll go with me. So just stay here and do whatever you want to do. Okay?”
Suddenly…
“Donghae hyung! Can you accompany me again today? I heard from Teukie hyung that you don’t have any schedules today.” Kibum, appearing out of nowhere, asked.
“I guess I’ll leave you two to talk about your date.” Eunhyuk immediately walked out of their room jealousy painted in his face. But Donghae, however, doesn’t have any idea that his lover is getting jealous about him hanging out with Kibum.
“So where do you want to go Bummie?”
“Amusement park! I want to at least have some fun again before going back to work.”
“Okay! Wait for me outside. I’ll just change my clothes.”
Kibum went to the kitchen to find something to eat. He saw Heechul eating alone.
“Kibum, can I talk to you?” Heechul decided to break the deafening silence.
“What is it about hyung?” Kibum answered while eating some cereal.
“Are you sure about this?”
“About what hyung?”
“You know if you continue doing that. Not only Donghae will be mad but the other members as well. But don’t worry. I’ll just act as though I don’t know anything. I won’t also do anything. It’s your life. But don’t tell me that I didn’t warn you about the consequences that you’ll be facing.”
Kibum was shocked by what Heechul said.
“I know, hyung. But it’s the only way I could snatch him from his lover.”
“It’s your own choice.”
“Goodmorning Heechul hyung! You also don’t have a schedule?”
“I do and I’m gonna be late. So I’ll leave the two of you. Kibum remember what I told you. Okay? Take care!” And Heechul rushed to the bathroom.
“What is Heechul hyung talking about?” Donghae asked as he and Kibum walked out of their apartment.
“Nothing. He just told me something. Anyway, let’s go!” Kibum pulled Donghae and they ran towards the bus stop.
When they arrived at the park, Kibum paid for their entrance and rode on different rides.
Around 9 pm, Eunhyuk arrived at the apartment only to find it empty. He finished all his schedules early that is why he went home earlier than expected. But there are no signs of Donghae nor Kibum.
After an hour of surfing the internet, he heard someone come.
“Is someone home?”
“Who’s in there?” Eunhyuk curiously went to the living room to be greeted by…
“Hyukkie! You’re early!” Donghae said as he hugs his lover.
“Yeah. I finished my schedules earlier than expected that’s why I went home early because I thought you would be here.” Eunhyuk said jokingly.
“Sorry Eunhyuk hyung. I’ll be resting now. Donghae hyung! Thank you for accompanying me today. Goodnight hyungs.” Kibum went to his bedroom.
“Goodnight Kibum!” The two of them said in unison. They then went inside their room and rested; tomorrow will be a hectic day for both of them.
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After having a very busy month, Super Junior finally got a week of vacation from their manager. It’s also their reward for successfully promoting their new song.
Eunhyuk noticed that Donghae’s been spending most of his free time with Kibum, which made him more jealous knowing that Kibum has this little crush on Donghae.
“Hey, Donghae.Do you want to go out today?” Eunhyuk asked. He’s been trying to get a date with his lover but everytime he tries to, Donghae would say that he has to go with Kibum somewhere.
“What time? I promised Kibum that I’ll go shopping with him today.” Donghae answered.
“Never mind. You know, every time I try to get you out on a date, you always reject me for Kibum. What am I to you now? Don’t you realize that you’re hurting me?” Eunhyuk blurted out all of the things he wanted to say to Donghae.
“I’m sorry, Hyukkie. I’m just helping Kibum. I promise I’ll make it up to you tomorrow. Don’t be jealous now, okay? I’ll be back early. I love you, Hyukkie. Always remember that.” Donghae pecked Eunhyuk’s lips before going out of their apartment with Kibum.
Since Eunhyuk wouldn’t be doing anything, he decided to stay inside the bedroom and rest.
After sleeping for hours, Eunhyuk decided to eat since he skipped lunch. When he walked out of the room, he noticed that only he and Leeteuk were at their dorm. The rest went to do their own business.
“Eunhyuk, there’s a letter for you there. I think it’s from the company you sent a letter a long time ago.” Leeteuk told him while preparing something for Eunhyuk to eat.
“You mean the dance company I applied for?”
“Yup. I think it is from them. Come on, let’s read it! I want to know if you’re accepted or not. But wait… if you’re going to be accepted, it means you’re going to leave us aren’t you?”
“It depends hyung. You know, I can feel that there’s something going on between Donghae and Kibum. They’re spending most of their free time together. And I think this is the best way to forget them if there really is something going on between them.”
“You know Eunhyuk this is not the only way to solve your problems. Talk to him. Tell him what you feel. Maybe he’ll understand you.”
“I’ve tried telling him hyung.”
“And?”
“He’s always saying that he’s just helping Kibum. Hyung, it’s been more than a month since his girlfriend broke up with him! He must’ve least moved on a bit!”
“So what are you trying to say Hyuk?”
“KIBUM LOVES DONGHAE! I think that he’s just using that so called girlfriend of his to get Donghae so that he’ll be able to spend more time with him!”
“HOW CAN YOU SAY THAT TO KIBUM? Just because I’m spending more time with him you’re concluding that he loves me! IT’S MY DECISION TO HELP HIM HYUKJAE! DON’T BLAME HIM FOR SOMETHING THAT IS NOT HIS FAULT!” Donghae cried and went to their shared bedroom.
Eunhyuk immediately followed Donghae to their room but it was locked.
“Let him calm down first. Here just eat this. And by the way, what does the letter say?” Leeteuk said as he guided him to their kitchen and gave him the food he prepared.
“Oh I almost forgot about the letter.”
Eunhyuk opened the letter and was shocked by the news he got. Leeteuk noticed Eunhyuk’s reaction and he snatched the letter and read it on his own.
While the two were rejoicing, Donghae fell asleep while crying. He didn’t notice that he unexpectedly locked the door.
The next morning, Donghae woke up to find the bed next to him empty.
‘Where did he sleep? Aish! I think I locked the door that’s why he wasn’t able to come in. Stupid Donghae.’
Donghae went out to eat breakfast. He really didn’t have any plans for the day since he’s still mad at Eunhyuk for what he said about Kibum last night. While he’s in thinking deeply, he heard his cell phone ring.
“Hello?”
“Hyung, are you free today?”
“Kibum! Uhm, I’ll just pass for today. I want to rest and think about some things. But you can come over if you like.”
“Really hyung? Yay! I’ll be right there!”
After talking with Kibum, Donghae began eating again when he noticed something on the table. He took the envelope that he saw and looked at the contents. He realized that it was from a dance company in America.
“Eunhyuk got accepted? YAH! EUNHYUK!” Donghae keep on looking for Eunhyuk in their dorm until he heard the doorbell rang.
“Coming!”
Donghae was a bit disappointed to see Kibum. He thought it was Eunhyuk since he saw that all the bedrooms were empty.
“Hyung? Donghae hyung? YAH LEE DONGHAE! ARE YOU GOING TO LET ME IN OR NOT?” Kibum shouted at Donghae who’s spacing out.
“I’m sorry Bummie. Come in. All of them went out I guess.” Donghae said. He’s still thinking about a lot of things. He keeps on thinking. What if Eunhyuk accepted the offer? Will Eunhyuk leave Super Junior so that he’ll achieve his dreams? Will he leave Donghae?