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katmoonshaker

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Dec 21, 2011 16:03

So, at the moment my time is limited, my money is limited (hence the base journal). I'm going to be 'defriending'. Why? It is NOT because I don't like you. It's because I never get over here. I'm exhausted. My potassium last week was 3.1 which won me a [surprise!!] stay in the hospital from Tuesday night to Thursday morning. Better a low ( Read more... )

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jynxgirl December 21 2011, 23:12:54 UTC

what.... What happened?
I swear I missed like a million things between the wedding and now...
*hugs* I'm very glad you didn't have a heart attack!!!

katmoonshaker December 22 2011, 03:38:46 UTC

Let's see, after having at least a year of near to suicidal level depression & one of the worst health years evah since Dale & I got together he decided to walk out with no warning two weeks to the day after I turned 50. Mind you, he gave me a 50th bday party. Why? Because he lurved me so much? NO. Because he "had to". Oh yeah, and he doesn't see why this is a Bad Thing. I finally did come out of that depression though which has helped the massive fatigue some. But my heart has been feeling weird & I've been having weird neuro stuff going on since at least mid-summer that no one has been able to tell me about ("Is it your fibromyalgia?" ummm, aren't you the doctor??) which has been driving me nuts. I've been terrified and wondering if I was going crazy and several times I thought about going inpatient but I didn't because I didn't want to leave Dale taking care of my kids by himself. Oh yeah, and in the meantime I've been trying to get the gov'ment to realize that what all my doctors have been saying is true... I really can' ( ... )

jynxgirl December 22 2011, 09:55:12 UTC

Omg. I had no idea that life was shitting on you quite so hard. :-(
are there any services in your area that help with a disability claims? Maybe even a place with some counseling?
Is there anything I can do to help?

*huge hugs*

katmoonshaker December 22 2011, 15:22:54 UTC

I just got disability, about two months after he moved out. I've had some counseling. Thinking Good Thoughts®, praying, lighting candles etcetera would be greatly appreciated.

jillwheezul December 21 2011, 23:51:03 UTC

I hope your medical foo passes quickly. I find FB overwhelming, so I hope you consider coming back when you feel better. I cherish my cooking otter icon - thanks so much.

katmoonshaker December 22 2011, 03:44:27 UTC

Thanks. I've had 8 vials drawn and she's checking the B's, calcium, double-checking the potassium again, heavy metals 'cus we can, cholesterol, thyroid, ferrium yada yada yada to see if anything shows up. But my quickie neuro showed weakness. This bites. I hate this. I've always been independent. So having to do things like use an electric wheelchair in the first place hurts. To have my husband reject me because of all of this hurts 10 times worse... maybe more. I'm so glad you love your icon!! I had so much fun making it!! I dumped down so that I will be around more... at least in the communities and maybe updating a wee bit. I'd love for you guys to visit me on my blog and if you're interested in seeing me on Facebook just drop me a message & I'll hook you up! ::wink::