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Whiny Complaining after the jump
I am the laziest ass ever!!! It's soo hot too and all I want to do is sit and watch ABC Family! Or read crap fanfiction on the internet!! I should be cleaning and moving boxes and checking about renting u-hauls but nooo I'm not. I'm writing this. at least I had an interview today!! I think it went pretty well. Plus my mom's crew friend is going to put in a good word for me. God I REALLY need a job!! Like I was telling my mom yesterday, I feel like I have no control over anything in my life right now. The house thing is sooo disorganized and Dina was freaking annoying the crap out of me, but I guess she's Italian and she has to get everything out in the open. I definitely have that latin impulse in me too. Even though I'm mostly German. It really felt like the one thing I had going for me, which is rooming with my girls, was going to shit too because Dina was all like 'I don't wanna leave Home" even though she can't stand being at home most of the time. And our new house is like a 5 minute drive!! Plus the whole car thing. I feel like I'm not only sitting at home impotent, but I am physically trapped there as well because I have no car and public transportation sucks. REALLY sucks. why can't we be socialist like in europe!! stupid health care too. And the English system. I love the Brits, but we need to convert to the metric since the whole rest of the world is on. I don't freaking understand anything anymore!!! the car and the bed are the two things I'm fighting with my parents over, and I NEVER fight with them. Steph told me "This job thing is really getting to you, I've never seen you this frustrated with your parents before". I just have NOTHING going for me right now it seems like!! God damn it!! I hate this!! I'm going to see the queen size bed anyway. Although where in god's creation canonsburg is, I have no idea. well the house is kind of coming together anyway. It should be really funny. If anyone can drag me out of this lethary, it's my girls. Well and a job, but hopefully that will pan out!
I am the laziest ass ever!!! It's soo hot too and all I want to do is sit and watch ABC Family! Or read crap fanfiction on the internet!! I should be cleaning and moving boxes and checking about renting u-hauls but nooo I'm not. I'm writing this. at least I had an interview today!! I think it went pretty well. Plus my mom's crew friend is going to put in a good word for me. God I REALLY need a job!! Like I was telling my mom yesterday, I feel like I have no control over anything in my life right now. The house thing is sooo disorganized and Dina was freaking annoying the crap out of me, but I guess she's Italian and she has to get everything out in the open. I definitely have that latin impulse in me too. Even though I'm mostly German. It really felt like the one thing I had going for me, which is rooming with my girls, was going to shit too because Dina was all like 'I don't wanna leave Home" even though she can't stand being at home most of the time. And our new house is like a 5 minute drive!! Plus the whole car thing. I feel like I'm not only sitting at home impotent, but I am physically trapped there as well because I have no car and public transportation sucks. REALLY sucks. why can't we be socialist like in europe!! stupid health care too. And the English system. I love the Brits, but we need to convert to the metric since the whole rest of the world is on. I don't freaking understand anything anymore!!! the car and the bed are the two things I'm fighting with my parents over, and I NEVER fight with them. Steph told me "This job thing is really getting to you, I've never seen you this frustrated with your parents before". I just have NOTHING going for me right now it seems like!! God damn it!! I hate this!! I'm going to see the queen size bed anyway. Although where in god's creation canonsburg is, I have no idea. well the house is kind of coming together anyway. It should be really funny. If anyone can drag me out of this lethary, it's my girls. Well and a job, but hopefully that will pan out!