LOL so yeah i found out my dads girlfriend was the one reading my journal...guess there goes any sense of posting in here now. Its sad that she spends her time reading my journal trying to dig up dirt on me to make my daddy not love me anymore, you would think she would have something better to do with her life then screw around with a 17 year old ( Read more... )

To whom ever is reading my journal then going and telling my dad that i got a speeding ticket or i did this or that or the other thing you can kiss my ass and mind your own business because what i do does not concern you. My dad had no reason to find out about my speeding ticket, it only matters when i do something wrong to him anyways so stay out ( Read more... )

So things have been crazy lately....i got in kinda a lot of trouble on friday, don't really wanna publically announce it even though all my friends already know...Things are still kinda shaky with torey cause we have our differences but we are working things out....Ummm i will be going back on my anti-depressants soon so we will see how that works ( Read more... )

So life has been a little strange lately. I need to take some me time i think. Everyone has been asking me for favors and stuff and an escape would be nice but there is one thing(more like one person) that i do not want to leave behind. Torey and i have began talking again and spending more time together and im hoping there can be a future ( Read more... )

So today was pretty good. I saw Shannon first thing this morning and got to talk with her and Luke for a few minutes(Luke is in my orchestra class) then I went to finish my calculus before school started in my chemistry class. Classes went pretty good. I think i did well on my orchestra seat audition and i would love it if i were second chair, ( Read more... )

This is all to much for me....Between work, pressures of senior year, all honors classes, orchestra, YMCA, Torey stuff, friends who don't care about me, im becoming over whelmed and have no where to turn ( Read more... )

Im so lost lately. Nothing feels right without you and I can't see myself with anyone else. No one approves of my feelings but I don't care because they don't have to feel them or agree with how I feel ( Read more... )

Things have been very up and down for me lately....Went to the dance last night and it was fun until i found out luc, kellan, and shantel just up and left...then my night got fucked up and i wasn't having fun anymore...I danced little bit more in an attempt to have fun then travis found me and said we were leaving and we ended up at torey's and he ( Read more... )

Well school has started and I have 2 tests next week, lol how fun is that. Having my uncle for my calculus teacher isn't that bad, its actually pretty fun. I don't really mind my classes I just wish I had more friends in them, I don't really have any friends in my classes...I am taking all honors classes so I can look forward to lots of homework ( Read more... )

As far as my last entry goes im uncertain as to whats going on and thats ok ( Read more... )