Alright I'm totally going to be a sap for a bit...But every time I think of Joshua I think of this song ( Read more... )

Life will be wonderful in November when he comes home! It may be coming right up but, it still far away when you love someone who is in Iraq as we speak and just left you online to go out into the fieled and be shot at...So now I pray for him more now than I ever did...More than when we were both singele. And to think I missed him when he moved to ( Read more... )

This so isn't fair! I want to sleep I know that I'm tired...but I can't sleep....Yes, I know this does sounds rather odd and you're all probably saying just go to bed...well its not that easy I wish it was...*sighs* Oh well...I'll just tell you about how my classes are going thus far...Well I switched out of my history class and decided to take a ( Read more... )

Well I started classes today...I'm taking three ASL3, US history, and intro th psych. Yeah, they changed a litte from my original intentions....but its all good...I hope I can handle this as well as working and well if this proves to happen..having a guy in my life...I think I can. Life at my house is now incredably chaotic and I hate it with a ( Read more... )

I will not make the same mistakes that you did ( Read more... )

Is this all far too good to be ture?? Steve is amazing and the more we talk the more I like him and he sweeter he seems to me. When ever I'm talking to him I feel like I'm in my own little world and when I'm not talking to him I still have the feeling that I'm on cloud nine and I can't be pulled away. According to someone...I'm not enteirtly sure ( Read more... )

I'm home from Portland where I've been with Lilliana since yesterday two very long days...She had a hole in her heart and they had to fix it because as she grew as did it, it was about the size of a fifty cent piece. Thank you soo much for your prayers...Every thing went fine...She looks wonderful. I think the hardest part was watching them put her ( Read more... )

Alright...So it has been a while since I've even appemepted to make a vaild attpempt to update this well I'm not going to today thats for sure...In a matter of a few short hours if that I'm leaving for Portland...With lilliana my neice and her mom...I'm driving...Oh Joy! not really, but Lilliana has a dr. appt. today and her surgery is tomorrow so ( Read more... )

Well, I think school miht actually be in my plans for this semeser...Why you ask? 1.)There is no way in hell I'll keep my sanity to stay home with my parents all day any longer! they're driving me insane! 2.) It'll look better if I want to even attempt to transfer to UMF. 3.) The life I'm currently leading is getting reather boring and really needs ( Read more... )

So yeah, I sang in church today...it was well interesting...I did well according to Kristen..but I don't know since she was my only friend that was there...I love how people say that they'll be there and weren't...It's truely crushing and devistating...I hate people...and I hate the world...Maybe I wont go next week..I don't know what do you all