Brain gets back on thursday. I haven't been this happy in a long time!

I got this from justin's journal. HAHa my eyes twinkle in the moonlight.

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Right now I feel like everyone is against me. I'm not getting along with anyone and I feel really alone. I'm in situations with a lot of people where I just don't know what to do. I just want to stay in my room and sleep all day. I'm just so sick of everything. Sami isn't coming to stay with me this weekend, which mean Katie isn't either. So now I ( Read more... )

LJ Friends Meme by coolerq
• You must tell 13 people about this game.
• Brian is the one that you love.
• Alex is one you like but can't work out.
• You care most about Sami.
• Alli is the one who knows you very well.
• Katie is your lucky star.
• I'm not ok is the song that matches with Brian.
• Andy your a star is the song for Alex.
• return to oz is the song ( Read more... )

It's amazing how blind someone can be. For the longest time I've been fooling myself. Trying to beleive that everything is ok, and that I'm happy. But I'm so tired of putting up with shit. I can't do it anymore I just can't! Everyone around me can see the truth. Why do I make things out to be so much better then they really are. I'm tired of being ( Read more... )

These words I speak mean nothing ( Read more... )

Last night I spent the night at Brian's house. Of course thinking it was ok with his mom but yeah it wasn't. So once again I was placed in a very acward position. Then at 7:00am this morning I went to Brian's solo thing. He got a 2. I think he could be a really wonderful singer if he tried. Now I'm at his house and he's sleeping. I wanted to lay ( Read more... )

YAY Brian got his cell phone back! Thats gonna get some gettin used to. I can call him whenever without his mom hearing the phone ring. We ordered in and watched Joe's Appartment kinda. I love that movie. Funcky Towel! I love Bannana Chips so much! I mean who could but love them? I must say Brian is really HOT! like I alwasy knew that but People ( Read more... )

"And it's all down hill from here"