Comments | katsquared: i break promises to myself

katsquared

i break promises to myself

Apr 01, 2008 22:51

I wanted to completely swear off anything LJ or internet related until my SATs in May, then my Anthro IB exam also in May, and my finals in June, 'cause I need to ace all of them in order to get into Dartmouth/Williams/whatever college I want to go to. But I got back into this old fandom of mine that's so addictive, and I've been reading ( Read more... )

college, real life, rant

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katsquared April 2 2008, 05:39:44 UTC

That comment actually made me make that shrieky noise in the back of my throat. People missed me! Who would'a thought <333

I MISS YOU TOO.

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katsquared April 8 2008, 02:19:01 UTC

Ahh no, the long comment totally made up for everything dahhl.

THANK YOU. I'm not. And as much as it depresses me, I'm changing. Which sucks. But is true. Sucky as it may be. Ugh I hate growing up, my friend just invited me to her 17th birthday party, and it was like. Holy shit I'm going to be 17 in a few months. I'm not ready to legally go to R-rated movies D:

Gyurrgh, thank you for that. I think I just make everything more complicated than it has to be, but then again I come from a family of overachievers, and I'm going to be the first one in my small-ish extended family to go to college, so I've got the weight of that expectancy on me, as well as the fact that my second and third cousins (all older) have either gone to the best colleges in China, or the Ivies/Seven Sisters in the US. But that's such a confidence booster, thank youu <3 ( ... )

doompaw April 8 2008, 01:35:46 UTC

KARA.

I BETTER NOT BE ONE OF THE AFOREMENTIONED EX-FRIENDS OR I WILL HAVE TO HUNT YOU DOWN AND DO SOMETHING THREATENING.

As for writing--you know, I think that's where my ridiculous amounts of arrogance came in really handy because I used to read really good fanfics and then think, "I should try doing that cause I can totally write like that someday!" and yeah, idk, I've just never considered the idea that I wouldn't be able to write as well as them in the future.

It's weird. Maybe I'm just MOST EGOTISTICAL EVARRRR.

PS. If I go to Johns Hopkins, would you come visit me? :D :D :D

katsquared April 8 2008, 02:22:48 UTC

WELL YES I AM TALKING ABOUT YOU HOW DID YOU KNOW.

I H8 U GIT OVR IT.

No but that's actually truee for you. I'm such a bitch when it comes to critiquing other peoples' things, but when it comes down to it, I probably can't capture the whole essence.

I WANT IT TO FLOW, DAMMNIT, AND IT NEVER FLOWS.

And omg totally, I'm there <3