i think most of my insanity resides in trying to find somenoe to fall in love with. this is constant. it is nothing out of the ordinary, but it is pathetic. fuck hollywood. but im sure i wasn't completely the media that brainwashed me into feeling incomplete without another human being. it sucks....inserene. is that a word? i wish i could give up ( Read more... )

please stop trynig to get me to date your friends. thank you.-mgmt.

uh.....mike finley died on saturday. grandma died last night. funerals suck. im worried about a lot of my friends. make sure you continue to love one another. times are rough. i hope to see more smiles soon ( Read more... )

i am sooooo fucking tired of funerals.

what the FUCK is going on? why is it that so many people are having such a hard time lately. i've experienced this to some extent before, where many many people are going through the same thing at the same time. but never this intense. atleast we know we arent alone in our feelings of loneliness, hopelessness, etc.

i
am
a
sucker

take a picture, it may last half as long as this. the self-loathing, pathetic, and mainly just sad sad very sad portrait of a......

anyone?

starnge occurances....ouch.

i wrote lyrics last night. that was fun, i suppose. atleast it was something to do in those wee hours of the morn ( Read more... )

im soooo tired and i sleeep way too much. i need a job to repay my debts, to save up for eaurotrip 06, to buy a bitchin fender tube head, to buy tattoos, to buy a fuel efficient car in order to train my cashville army, to pay for recording/diy releases,etc... money money money. its a helluva drug. does anyone want to hang out? colliseum and torche ( Read more... )