I think I might be a psychopath.

[katsukawaii]

Urrrr..My one day off this week and I've spent it working through a whole bunch of emotions - started great then went downhill from there. Am an aaaaaanngry lady at the moment at what seems to be mere trifles, but which wind me up to the point where I have to breath slowly, sit down and stop imagining caving my housemates faces in with a variety of

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[fy04]

*hugs*

I think I've used earplugs only once or twice. I couldn't use them for longer, as I could hear my own breathing which freaked me the fuck out.

Kerry, you really are one of the most laid back people I know. To be able to live in the house you do...makes you way more patient than I ever could be! Loved visiting your place, but some of the stories you've told about what goes on...I'd have packed it in after one night :s People's tastes/attitudes to life/lifestyles do change...maybe yours is kicking in? I've got more messy living alone than I was living with others.

I also find it's better to have a massive rant/trash about (i.e. punching cushions/screaming loudly in the middle of a room/throwing things round the house/flat) than have a heart attack from built up emotions. We all do those things from time to time and it really helps. Next time your house mates are out...try screaming like you are being murdered for a good minute. You will feel much better afterwards. Hope you start to feel better soon ^_^

[katsukawaii]

done that - though not today, it hurts my throat *sniff*
Turns out some drunk people made food when they'd nipped out so i gave lecture on responsibility when shitfaced with bastard friends. Non of you lot would ever do that so it pisses me off when they seem to think its ok to do it to me.

[anonomaly]

Sorry to hear your housemates are being horrible. :(
Do you not have a solitary decent housemate/partner in crime amongst them who can back you up, have a word with the rest?
I was lucky to have Chibi Dave in that respect. We just constantly took the piss out of our messy/noisy housemates! It stopped me from flipping out at them at times (oh, and also ranting/whinging about them on LJ too) ;)

ps.

[katsukawaii]

nah, there's just 3 of us and I'm on the wrong side of the split. Thx Jim, lj will be my outlet so I'll warn you in advance!

[katsukawaii]

sure :P

[taziun]

Awww hun ::hugs::! Come to Manchester and live with me and Emily!!! YesYesYesYesYes! Now that is an awesome idea!

Also, this might cheer you up a bit:

http://community.livejournal.com/housematehorror/

[katsukawaii]

bit o schadenfreude eh?

[becca_san]

Reality check them, you could go on for hours!! Know I could

[katsukawaii]

2 against 1 becks - Lou's too good at getting on her high horse so I get bored and walk away from an argument after so long. Besides, they've got as much right to have visitors as I have not to want them. Meh...