SurPRRRRRRRRIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIISSSSSSSSSSEEEE!!!!
Another mixed day...
So last week my friend Hannah invites us (me & housemates) round to hers on my day off (they are too)today to see her sprog and hang out. Those who know me understand that I'm not big on kids but ya know, she's a mate & has had some troubles adjusting so yeah, course I don't mind making the effort. I get up & am ready around lunchtime, so I ask Naomi (housemate 1) if she's ready to go but instead she wants to go to the park) cos it's a nice day, so no, she ain't. (*Of note: Naomi does not work, so technically she could do this any day) So my temper starts to rise & I tell Naomi snappishly that if she's not going to bother going, she shouldn't have told Hannah (who was really looking forward to said event) she would go round. So I go knock on Louise's (housemate 2)door, and she isn't even up yet...*queue temper rising further* So I nip out to pick up my parcel (BG vols 1-4 XD *happy*), come back and grab a snack before heading out to Hannah's alone. Lou comes down, asks me where Naomi has gone, I explain rather brusquely that she'd "fucked off to the park", to which Louise asks my problem. So I state that I am dissapointed that neither of them made the effort & I shouldn't have to remind 2 grown women the day before like some fucking mother. She explained she made no such 'promise' to come and that people change their minds & actually she doesnt like to stay too long with the baby there & she can't 'talk' (re: 1-sided convo) to Hannah about anything anyway...at which point I snap and say something like..
"YOU FUCKING SELFISH ARSEHOLE. ISN'T IT TIME YOU TOOK SOME FUCKING RESPONSIBILITY FOR YOUR ACTIONS?! GO FUCK YOURSELF, AND FUCK NAOMI TOO COS I'M OUT OF THIS FUCKING PLACE AS SOON AS I CAN FUCKING AFFORD IT. YOU MISERABLE BUNCH OF PRICKS CAN JUST FUCK OFF."
Or something to that effect...
So my stormy exit is slightly dampened when 2 steps towards the door I realise I'd left my mobile on the side and have to storm back in to get it before storming out again... *sigh*
So when I get home 6 hours later, they're cleaning the kitchen & we do that whole silent dance around each other getting stuff while I have that don't-fucking-talk-to-me face on. Lou says quietly "We're here when you're ready to talk", I say okay, thinking that would happen when Naomi returns from the shop she nipped to. Anyway, Naomi txts 'fancy a bbq? where dya wanna go?' I reply 'shouldn't we talk first?' Naomi gets back and explains that Louise is going out that evening anyway...*queue temper* so I thought fuck it, went for a bbq with her & some others in a ceasefire truce. Lou texts Naomi that she wants to party, I leave the hill we're on & am now back home in a wierd state of mind again... I dunno what to fucking do...
(so far I've eaten my second chocolate pastry of the evening..no wonder I've put all that weight back on again :()
So last week my friend Hannah invites us (me & housemates) round to hers on my day off (they are too)today to see her sprog and hang out. Those who know me understand that I'm not big on kids but ya know, she's a mate & has had some troubles adjusting so yeah, course I don't mind making the effort. I get up & am ready around lunchtime, so I ask Naomi (housemate 1) if she's ready to go but instead she wants to go to the park) cos it's a nice day, so no, she ain't. (*Of note: Naomi does not work, so technically she could do this any day) So my temper starts to rise & I tell Naomi snappishly that if she's not going to bother going, she shouldn't have told Hannah (who was really looking forward to said event) she would go round. So I go knock on Louise's (housemate 2)door, and she isn't even up yet...*queue temper rising further* So I nip out to pick up my parcel (BG vols 1-4 XD *happy*), come back and grab a snack before heading out to Hannah's alone. Lou comes down, asks me where Naomi has gone, I explain rather brusquely that she'd "fucked off to the park", to which Louise asks my problem. So I state that I am dissapointed that neither of them made the effort & I shouldn't have to remind 2 grown women the day before like some fucking mother. She explained she made no such 'promise' to come and that people change their minds & actually she doesnt like to stay too long with the baby there & she can't 'talk' (re: 1-sided convo) to Hannah about anything anyway...at which point I snap and say something like..
"YOU FUCKING SELFISH ARSEHOLE. ISN'T IT TIME YOU TOOK SOME FUCKING RESPONSIBILITY FOR YOUR ACTIONS?! GO FUCK YOURSELF, AND FUCK NAOMI TOO COS I'M OUT OF THIS FUCKING PLACE AS SOON AS I CAN FUCKING AFFORD IT. YOU MISERABLE BUNCH OF PRICKS CAN JUST FUCK OFF."
Or something to that effect...
So my stormy exit is slightly dampened when 2 steps towards the door I realise I'd left my mobile on the side and have to storm back in to get it before storming out again... *sigh*
So when I get home 6 hours later, they're cleaning the kitchen & we do that whole silent dance around each other getting stuff while I have that don't-fucking-talk-to-me face on. Lou says quietly "We're here when you're ready to talk", I say okay, thinking that would happen when Naomi returns from the shop she nipped to. Anyway, Naomi txts 'fancy a bbq? where dya wanna go?' I reply 'shouldn't we talk first?' Naomi gets back and explains that Louise is going out that evening anyway...*queue temper* so I thought fuck it, went for a bbq with her & some others in a ceasefire truce. Lou texts Naomi that she wants to party, I leave the hill we're on & am now back home in a wierd state of mind again... I dunno what to fucking do...
(so far I've eaten my second chocolate pastry of the evening..no wonder I've put all that weight back on again :()