Oh man kat, I hate boys. The way they manipulate us and never seem to fail at it. The way they could hurt us so much, but is never too little too late for anything. The way we can ALWAYS remember the good times, over the bad, where as they can't even remember what they did yesterday. The feeling sucks, major ass. The memories, the laughs, the simple things. No matter how much we hate them, for what they did, those memories will live on forever.
Falling in love hurts, but BEING in love is amazing. Oh man. I totally know what you mean, Kat. Especially, experiencing it for the first time. That giggly feeling they give you, every time you're near them. Butterflies in your stomach, having the first time to eat in front of them. Being able to do the most embrassing things, but just laughing about it. Talking about anything and everything, like you do to your girlfriends. I've never been so comfortable with a guy like Will. He knew and understood me inside out, and never seemed to judged me about it. Man, hard is it
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OH KATERINA. This is probably the longest entry I've ever read in my entire life. Only for you, Kat, only for you :P
Wow. All those memories ... I know it always sounds stupid when people say it but I know exactly how you feel. I hate how at the most random times I would remember some amazing thing and it would make me feel so sad but at the same time so happy. Because like you said (Falling in love hurts, but BEING in love is amazing) ... WHILE it was happening, you would be the happiest person in the world. Sigh. All those little things that sound stupid to other people but hold so much meaning.
Seventeen months. Wow. My experience was a fraction of yours so I can't even imagine how much more it must hurt for you. Here's my story, I posted it a couple of weeks ago. Feels good to let it out, doesn't it
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<3 you kat strong and beautiful thats what you are. youve matured into this amazing woman and im so happy that youre being the adult in all this. this boy doesnt know what he had and when he does, itll be too late. im just amazed by your strength and power, and so proud.
youll get through this, like you always do <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
kat... that was amazingcouturegrlOctober 13 2006, 22:41:20 UTC
i can't desribe how proud i am of you for you to come up with the courage to admit all those things... and you know me inside out, i'm in the exact same position, and probably even more stuck than you.. but reading all that gave me so much hope in myself and reminded how strong we really are on our own..
" I didn't care if I only got 2 hours of sleep, what was more important was that everything was ok with you and that you knew I was there for you. Unfortunately, that was probably my biggest mistake... giving you everything when you needed it and being at your beckoning call, something that you didn't have to work for in our relationship, but I did. I never asked much of you and to this day, I never asked much of you... all I wanted was you to appreciate what you had and to know that I fell for you despite what other people told me. I blocked everyone out just to be with you and you can't even appreciate that
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Oh man kat, I hate boys. The way they manipulate us and never seem to fail at it. The way they could hurt us so much, but is never too little too late for anything. The way we can ALWAYS remember the good times, over the bad, where as they can't even remember what they did yesterday. The feeling sucks, major ass. The memories, the laughs, the simple things. No matter how much we hate them, for what they did, those memories will live on forever.
Falling in love hurts, but BEING in love is amazing. Oh man. I totally know what you mean, Kat. Especially, experiencing it for the first time. That giggly feeling they give you, every time you're near them. Butterflies in your stomach, having the first time to eat in front of them. Being able to do the most embrassing things, but just laughing about it. Talking about anything and everything, like you do to your girlfriends. I've never been so comfortable with a guy like Will. He knew and understood me inside out, and never seemed to judged me about it. Man, hard is it ( ... )
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This is probably the longest entry I've ever read in my entire life. Only for you, Kat, only for you :P
Wow. All those memories ... I know it always sounds stupid when people say it but I know exactly how you feel. I hate how at the most random times I would remember some amazing thing and it would make me feel so sad but at the same time so happy. Because like you said (Falling in love hurts, but BEING in love is amazing) ... WHILE it was happening, you would be the happiest person in the world. Sigh. All those little things that sound stupid to other people but hold so much meaning.
Seventeen months. Wow. My experience was a fraction of yours so I can't even imagine how much more it must hurt for you. Here's my story, I posted it a couple of weeks ago. Feels good to let it out, doesn't it ( ... )
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strong and beautiful thats what you are.
youve matured into this amazing woman and im so happy that youre being the adult in all this.
this boy doesnt know what he had and when he does, itll be too late.
im just amazed by your strength and power, and so proud.
youll get through this, like you always do
<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3
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" I didn't care if I only got 2 hours of sleep, what was more important was that everything was ok with you and that you knew I was there for you. Unfortunately, that was probably my biggest mistake... giving you everything when you needed it and being at your beckoning call, something that you didn't have to work for in our relationship, but I did. I never asked much of you and to this day, I never asked much of you... all I wanted was you to appreciate what you had and to know that I fell for you despite what other people told me. I blocked everyone out just to be with you and you can't even appreciate that ( ... )
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