You know why I hate having crushes?

Because it makes me remember that it will probably never happen. And I'll be hurt. He'll probably pick a girl who's just as cool as me but ridiculously georgeos. Like the other guys have. 

My friend's going to California to visit his girlfriend for Thanksgiving. They're probably snuggle by a fire and drink hot cocoa and be all cute and stupid and cuddly. 
When's someone going to be all cute and cuddly with me? Or visit me for thanksgiving?

Stupid.

Chairmanriot (7:42:11 PM): Hang in there
FratGirl1335 (7:42:43 PM): it's all the same
Chairmanriot (7:42:46 PM): Just be patient
FratGirl1335 (7:42:57 PM): I am patient!
FratGirl1335 (7:43:06 PM): How freakin long do I have to be patient
Chairmanriot (7:43:49 PM): To the point that you get what you're looking for

*sigh*

Log in so you can read my friends only blog below and perhaps give me some much needed advice.

Thanks!

le sigh.

Ted Leo was awesome!

I am grouchy!

So I wanted to go see the New Pornographers but I couldn't find anyone to go with and I wasn't going to go by myself. So I finally convince Aaron to go and the show is sold out! RAH!!!!!!

I hate not having a friend to do cool stuff with anymore :-/

I wish I knew how to read people..... 

Scott says the reason I attract weird guys is because I come across as "naive" and "sheltered".  I don't know what I think about that.

I went to Lou's tonight for my friend Anne's b-day. I miss college. Not so much the work and all but just the endless optimism and the good times. The future looked so bright back then. Now it's just work and bills and more work to pay more bills. 
I Don't like being an adult.