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[katyk89]

Why can't life be perfect? Why can't there be peace all the time? Why does there always have to be confrontation no matter how badly you don't want it. We were doing so good. No fights....at all. None. Now I feel so stressed. On top of all the stress from school and not knowing what I want to do with my life, there is a fight. I hate fights. I hate

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[immaturity]

i love you i love you i love you.
i'm going to bed now.
but i love you.
arghhdkjas.

[katyk89]

i love you too.
I need to go to bed.
I am not yet though.
but I love you too.

[katyk89]

So it hasn't blown over. I tried smiling to her to see what would happen. Nothing. She didn't even make eye contact. She left super early also. Like 40 minutes before her class starts. What is she going to do for 40 minutes? I feel bad if she feels like she can't be in her own room, but I sorta feel the same way. I feel tension and it makes it very hard to concentrate and work on my paper that is due in an hour. I do not like this. I do not like it at all. She has to put some effort into making this work also. It can't be just a one-sided compromise. Then, it wouldn't be called a compromise. It would be just me giving in. I am not willing to just give in. I do not want him coming over all the time. I do not want her attitude that says I am right. I am always right. I will not change what I think and listen to your ideas. Why can't she just see what I am feeling. It is not so far fetched, it really isn't. If it was how are we all feeling the same way but you? I see where you are coming from. I really do, but I feel like it is my right

[katyk89]

If anyone is following this story, everything is fine now, just to let you know. We have worked it all out. =]