24 hours in Utah

[kavavita]

words I never wanted to hear, visions I never wanted to see. fear, terror, horror. 911. police and paramedics. dozens of calls, fitful sleep, jerking awake to call again. absolute misery. heaving sobs & numbness. dissociation in a cloud of bright white sky

Comments

[fleagirl]

as hard as this trip is for you sometimes, it really sounds like a good thing - like you'll come out the other end healed, or a little closer to it. *hug*

[ephedrina]

you are an amazing writer.

[occlupanid]

absolutely agreed! Thank you for writing.

[ersatz_life]

i'm glad he's ok.

i'm constantly amazed at your capacity to feel things to the core and embrace that.

[_tia_marie_]

Yo running all over the world lady!!

My favorite part of Utah was stopping on the highway in the middle of the night, getting out of the car and seeing stars from horizon to horizon to horizon to horizon- fucking wow. Sounds like you have some also beautiful moments there.

But I am bothering you to ask if you would please send my post on the Dark Garden list through, and if you would please make me a moderator so that I do not have to bother you about doing this any more :)

Kerri says that she will send you phone numbers tomorrow. and big kisses.

May the lovely parts of your trip get longer and longer and the difficult parts dimish into nothingness. All beautiful things to you love.