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Apr 03, 2006 12:59

Title: Untitled [4/?]
Author: hydesfangirl27
Theme: #40 Sickness
Rating: PG for now...
Pairing: Ruka x Sakito [Nightmare]
Disclaimer: I don't...own...any member of NIghtmare. None of this...happened...
Comments:  For something this crappy it sure did take me a long time, didn't it? But, I can assure you that there *will* be updates all this week, because I don't plan on going to school ^_^ Uhh...there will be a lemon coming up...soon.

( UGLY)  ( DENIAL)  (ATTRACTION)

High pitched laughter flooded the restaurant as a result of something funny the short vocalist must have done. I'm not sure what exactly it was, but whatever. I was enjoying myself and that was all that mattered. Mei, who was the very beautiful model Ruka's lucky enough to be dating, was a very friendly, amusing person. She had a certain attitude that I liked, and I actually felt comfortable around her. I smiled to myself as I took a bite of my food.

"Someone's in a good mood, whatta ya smilin' about Saki?" Hitsugi nudged my shoulder with his elbow as he shoved a spoonful of meat into his already full mouth. I felt my face flush a little and just shook my head.

"This food's really good," I nodded a little and took another bite, "you should try some." I took a portion of my food and dumped it onto Hitsugi's plate despite his protest that he couldn't eat anymore.

"Sakito, don't give him your food, you're too skinny. Eat it." The short vocalist stood to reach over and dump some of his food onto my plate, motioning for me to eat it. I groaned before laughing nervously.

I looked over in the direction of Ruka, only to find him and Mei sharing little lovey-dovey kisses and whispering god knows what to each other. I couldn't help but feel a little jealous, but quickly shook the thought from my mind and cleared my throat, interrupting their little moment.

After a few more bites of food, I started to feel a little sick and I did not like it. Not one bit. I tried to ignore it, but it just got worse. I pushed my plate forward a little and started to feel slightly dizzy. I excused myself and rushed to the bathroom.

Once there I leaned against the wall near the door, closing my eyes and letting my head fall back, groaning in discomfort. The door swung open and my eyes rolled to the side seeing Ni~Ya approaching me looking very worried.

"Hey, are you alright?" He placed his hand my shoulder and I tried my best to give a reassuring nod. He looked at me strangely before going into a long speech about how worried he's been about me lately and how skinny I've gotten, teasingly poking me in the ribs a few times which resulted in a few giggles on my part.

I sighed and told him I was fine, and just needed to use the bathroom now. He smiled and turned away before making sure I was alright for the trillionth time. I heard the door swing open for him to leave and quickly got into a stall, kneeling in front of the toilet. I scolded myself in my head, disappointed in the fact that I was doing exactly what I told myself I wouldn't tonight. I didn’t notice someone walked in when Ni~Ya had left.

After emptying my dinner into the toilet I sat back against the stall with my eyes shut and tears running down my cheeks. Something feels funny. Like someone's...watching me. I rolled my head to the side where the stall door was cracked open. My eyes locked with a pair of wide tear-filled orbs and I cursed banging my head against the wall. It had to be him, of all people.

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Strong arms wrapped around me as I was pressed to a shaky chest, my sobs being muffled. I felt myself wrap my arms around broad shoulders as I cried. We stayed like that for a while before I was pulled back and large hands gripped my shoulders. I winced inwardly at the hurt in the other man's eyes, though, I didn't understand it.

"Why...why Sakito? This is...you.." Ruka stumbled over his words, not really sure how to react to something like this.

I just continued to cry, even though I didn't know what I was crying about. I completely tuned the other man out as he went on about god knows what and I felt horrible. He feels guilty because I'm pathetic. The last thing he said however caught my attention.

"You're coming to stay with me, and I'm going to take care of you."

Wait…what?

"Sakito, you're ill, and you need to realize that. I'm not going to leave alone like this. You need help."

He brought me into another embrace and kissed the top of head as I started to calm down. My heart skipped a beat when I felt his hand start to rub my back, his words starting to sink in a little. He's right.
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