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"Imagine all the people.." -John Lennon
You cannot spell Slaughter
Without spelling laughter.
If you want the truth, a part of me is so pacifist, the violence in me is struck in confusion.
Is it hypocritical?
See, it so happens that when I'm admittedly a little hurt, I get violent.
But then you have war in the world...
and they say it's for peace
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Update; fanfuckingtastic.
Day 2 of crying in public.
I haven't cried in a public place for 2 years and now it happens one day after the other.
Just.. shameful...
Please, let's hope I don't tommorow?
My friends have done too much, letting me cry on their shoulders (Sorry, there must be tears all over your uniform, Kayla/Emile...), so if I go all emotional, maybe I'll just hang ( Read more... ) -
Fed up!
Stop telling me I'm so mean!
Have you ever wondered why I'm bitchy?
Ever consider it's not me, but you?!
Maybe it's because whenever I'm nice, smiling, and in a cheery mood,
it feels like the majority of the world wants to see me cry.
So today, I couldn't stand all the making fun of me, and I pretended to call my mom. And even faced away I could still ( Read more... ) -
My Years Have Been One Big Acid Trip.
There's some things about me that never have changed, and there's a good chance they won't for a long time:
I've always been into video gaming and a lot of the things I'm in to now.
I still have a sweet tooth that is never satisfied, no matter how sweet. never.
I still act like a child... a lot, and I tend to not worry or honestly care much.
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"So much to say but no words to convey" -Motion City Soundtrack
People are such fakers fuckers! (Including me)
There's something called "Shut the fuck up" and the vast majority of the people on this planet don't have it.
on the real point I was getting to,
I can't even find the words.
I have no words.
At least I still have my daydreams, but
the words aren't there.
They never are, anymore.
They're gone.
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"This is the game" -Faber Drive
Ever notice how when you can do whatever you want, so many options become tedious and bore you?
And when you are obligated to do something, the monotony of it seriously hits you, and all those options of yours that you don't have anymore seem so, so much more interesting?
This is one of those times.
Well, okay, I'm only talking about studying.
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"Here's to all the broken heart tonight, here's to all the fall aparts tonight" -Hedley
As someone who's fully recovered from acute chronic depression, I've come up with a small list of the many reasons I've found over a few years as to why suicide is stupid. Sure, there's the cliche "But your family and friends love you! :(" but there's also the;;
1) If you believe in an afterlife, an infinite afterlife, to end the one thing that was ( Read more... ) -
"I get by with a little help from my friends" -The Beatles
Dear Emile, you just get me. I love it. And you care. You're a great friend. (:
Dear Tayler, you always understand and you're the most loyal person I know. God you're just amazing.
Dear Sharon, you're a lot of fun to be around, and you're not boring.
Dear Kayla, you are absolutely the sweetest person I've ever met.
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"I fell in love without you" -MCS
stuff I don't like in a guy:- Overconfident/obsessed with himself. God this one's just plain annoying. Like, 'scuse me, okay, you can just go have a relationship with yourself, if that's who you're so in love with.
- Overly immature.
- Cheaters, sexist, racist, ignorant, you know, the expected
- condescending guys.
- preppy fit-in-to-the-crowd guys
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Bitching about society.. again.
There are things you learn while growing up:- From School: Basic math, english, and science skills
- From Parents: No sex! D:<
- From Friends: Don't give up or you'll let them win.
- From Everyone else: You WILL get hurt! Get over it!
Stupid ( Read more... )