Though I Love You

[kawaii_massu]

Title : Though I Love You
Author : kawaii_massu
Pairing : Yunho/Changmin, Junsu/Changmin, Yunho/Yoochun
Rating : Light R??
Genre : Drama, Angst, Fluff

Warning(s) : hmmm i don't know... light smut???, unbeta-ed

AN: Finally! After fighting with writer's block for almost a month in the end i can produce something in this fic. But i don't know, i think my

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[kawaii_massu]

spot for lophe

[lophe]

mira thank you so much for the spot *huggles*
FINALLY!! u write something again!! *tears of happiness*
^________^
i’m so glad to read yours.. hoho..
nowwwwwww… lets talk about the fic!!
i better be let u-know from the first start… so u’ll know how u played w’ my emotion… >.<
how dare u… :| *ask for homin’s porn to make me forgive u* hahaha lol.. xD
u-know i’m joking, right? :p but the porn thing.. i’ll be glad if u write it… hahaha.. omoo.. i’m such a pervert because of u *grin*

okay, the steps of my emotion :
1. SAD
“I know that I’m being selfish right now, but this is the only way for me to save this moment with you, knowingly that someday you’ll move on and you might getting yourself a new lover and would probably forget me-“
seriously… i though min gonna die… >.<
2. CRAZY
okay seriously what’s happened to them? i’m dying want to know yet i still didn’t get the clue… but I love the sweet intimate moment too.. and also crazy for it… :p
3. SAD
“Be happy for me too, okay?” Yunho whispered gently to Changmin’s ear

[lophe]

hahaha!! ofc because u still remember to out yunchun in here.. THANK YOU!! for not letting yunho alone :)
out i mean put...
thanks God i read my comment again.. :p
it totally give a confused line.. :p

[kawaii_massu]

waaa mei mei mei mei mei

[kawaii_massu]

spot for my dongsaeng misslisieux
miss you so much, bb!! <3<3

[misslisieux]

*CRIES*
unnie, how can you ... *sobs*

there are too much sentences that I want to quote, and it'll be too long!
so let me wrap it in one sentence~

YUNHO and CHANGMIN, please forgive Mira unnie. Ohh, poor all of you~

*siap-siap ke Surabaya sambil bawa bungkusan dan pisau*
maksudnya mau ngajakin makan duren sama-sama. LOL

[kawaii_massu]

bb~~~~~
do you still need tissue??? (i hope you don't need it anymore)
T^T
i'm sorry for making you cry..
and yes i hope HoMin would forgive me for breaking them apart.. T^T

(hehehe kutunggu, ntar kita makan duren bareng. aku yang traktir dah.. xDDD)

[misslisieux]

sippo~ wait for me unnie! XDDD

[kawaii_massu]

spot for hennu15

[hennu15]

omg I will read it tomorrow, i wanna now...but i feel like a zombie-.- and i still need to study chemistry T.T

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE SPOT <333333333333333

[kawaii_massu]

Hennuuu...
don't worry, honey.. i'll be waiting and i hope you won't be disappointed after you read this. >"<

thank you so much, bb. ^^

p/s: goodluck on your study. ^^

[hennu15]

T.T I love this, but i feel like UGH T.T HoMin T.T this was so awesome, I love this, I do! Ofc im not dissappointed, but...HoMin T.T

YunChun is still akward for me xD it changes, they seem so diffrent xD

And thanks, but i think i failed my chemistry test neverthless. Ugh

<3333333333333333333333333

[kawaii_massu]

Spot for lovin_pucca

Tama.. probably this is not what you would expect, but i'll still give you a spot and hope you won't hate me after reading this. >"

[lovin_pucca]

Miraaaaaaaaaaaa >//< finally I can read you fic *cries* miss you so much bb TT.TT

Thanks for giving me a spot and hate you? Of course not bb :DDD

I read this before going to sleep and I can't sleep >.< I keep thinking about it, in general I can understand Min, but on personal aspect I don't wanna understand him =.= At first I thought maybe he had a reason to break up with Yunho, and then I found he had a reason about his family but above that, I felt like he had cheated on Yunho =.= The relationship between Min and Yunho lasted for a long time, Yunho love him and he love Yunho, it's right. So, why Min didn't say straight to Junsu about his love with Yunho. Junsu is good man, kind-hearted, I know it but compare with Yunho, I think Yunho is more important. If you cannot be honest at the first time, so next time you cannot too =.= Continuing having dinner with Junsu really made me break out

[kawaii_massu]

OMG Tamaaaaa~~~
T^T
you're finally here.. hiks hiks hiks
gosh i'm so happy.. *cries in joy*

well, i'm not going to say anything about that because you already summed up how i felt in your comment, Tama. Because those things were exactly how i felt when i wrote this fic. it became so hard for me to write, especially when i had to describe how min was feeling for breaking his relationship with Yunho, because i know it didn't really make sense, because it was too easy for Changmin forsaking his true love for another man's happiness.

sometime the things like what min experienced could be really happened in real life and it became a challenge for me to portray how Changmin feels and to make the reader understands his situation better...
hahaha i don't even know what i'm trying to say? >"anyway.. thank you for your support always Tama. this is the first time i wrote something like this, and i hope i won't get too failed with this. *grins

[lovin_pucca]

I know bb :D what Min experienced could be really happened in real life, just like I do love you but we can't... I understand what you wanna describe, for I said in general I understand Min, Junsu helped his family, a good man, in front of a man like this will really make you hesitate. Min still love Yunho but he didn't only refuse Junsu. Even though I didn't want Min give up on Yunho, maybe I'll hate Min if he choose Yunho. I don't know why bb, but I think he chose Junsu not only for sacrificing the man he truly loved the most for another man’s happiness but above that, for Yunho. After everything, if Min chooses Yunho, it's unfair for Yunho. I think he also felt hurt, even hurt double, because he hurt Yunho. So I know it bb, but like I said, on personal aspect, I love HoMin so much, I become stubborn *sighs*

Ah, about community, if you can join it, it's really wonderful >.< My bad art =.= i finished a new art, I said it's for you but I didn't see you say anything, so I still hesitate to post TT.TT

[kurogoma]

for sacrificing the man he truly loved the most for another man’s happiness,

this pretty much summed up how my "DUH" feeling.
it's hard to see how changmin can just forsake a deep and establishment love for someone he met only a few times and feel nothing but just simple affection for (at that time).
that's why it all didn;t make sense to me.

don't like the ending, but that's not because of your writing which i like. it's because i am a hopeless homin shipper. LOL :)

[kawaii_massu]

Hi. ^^

it was quite hard for me too to break their relationship like this, since i'm a hopeless HoMin shipper too. T^T

indeed and i agree with you, but well sometime it really does happening in real life.. and in changmin's situation, i will say that it was his own stupidity for losing Yunho. lol

but really, thank you so much for reading this, and i'm so sorry that in the end this fic didn't meet to your expectation. :)