Well, last night I did something I haven't done for a very long time. I cried myself into hysterics. And if I'm not careful I'll end up doing it again. For those of you that are wondering why... I lost another of my best friends on Thursday. Most probably wouldn't consider a dog to be a friend but mine were ( Read more... )

I've had a strange pain in my chest all day. It's gotten a bit worse since this morning. I don't know what the heck it is but I wish it would stop...

And I just found out that the Japanese class that was gonna be tonight was canceled. ;_;

1. Who are you ( Read more... )

This certainly has been an interesting morning.. I've got two people that are not talking.. One wants me to get them talking again and I think the other just wants me to drop the subject... I dunno. I was late getting off the computer... late leaving my house for school... but I still made it to school on time. ^_^ I actually had /fun/ in spanish. ( Read more... )

I haven't been able to really smile all day. Lauren got me to chuckle a little at lunch but then I went strait back to being unable to smile. I couldn't even eat my chocolate that I had in my pocket. I haven't been able to stop thinking about him all day. I hope he's okay. Even though I didn't know him all that well he's still a friend. I really ( Read more... )

Dang it. Well, I have a feeling that this isn't going to be a happy day. He says that everyone has left him and I'm just trying to show him that I haven't. I still want to be his friend. So what if I haven't known him that long? It's better than having him kill himself. *sighs* Oh well. I guess I've done all I can.

Wow it's early. Or is it late? I don't know. It's been a really long day. I'm starting to scare myself. Anywho. I'm at Anzu-chan's. The Sturms came over earlier and I learned how to play chess (again). It was fun. ^_^ And I have a lot of candy things. ^_^ I really don't know why I'm posting right now. I should be writing more in our story but I ( Read more... )

I was thinking... The way I am around school would scare most of my friend (especially Cathi). Most of my friends know the 'real' me. Loud, crazy, laughing all the time. Around school I'm quiet, shy, I barely say a word, unles I'm with a friend. All of my teachers know me as this shy quiet person. My friends worry about me when I'm like that. o_o

I am really hyper and I can't stop obsessing over Ayashi no Ceres and now Fushigi Yuugi. ^_^ NURIKO!! CHICHIRI!! TASUKI!! TAMAHOME!! ^_^ AMIBOSHI!! ^_^ *huggles them all*

Well, it's another day of school. I am so tired... At least I'm happy. I just drew a really good eye in my notes for U.S. History. ^_^ I want my candy that I left at home.... Ever since Jen, Cathi, and I watched Ceres Friday I can't get it off my mind... TOOYA!! He is awesome. He comes in a very close second on my favorite bishies list... ( Read more... )