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Jan 13, 2007 01:59

I am moving into the angry phase of recovery. Late this evening I gathered all my flowers in the kitchen and started weeding out the dead ones. Most of the flowers are gone now. I stood there over my stink, looking at the dead leaves and smelling the moldy water. I felt as lifeless as the dead tulips that wilted when i touched them. How did they ( Read more... )

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chubbs_was_god January 13 2007, 08:56:50 UTC

are you unhappy? dont make yourself unhappy to live a dream you think is right

kawandee January 13 2007, 18:57:23 UTC

I am happy with the situation I am in. I am happy that I broke free from Louisville and live independently of what I once knew as home. I am unhappy that the south sucks and is slow. But, that is just part of experiencing a new culture. I am unhappy that some douche bag in a f150 raped my focus until it was no longer a car. But that could have happened in Louisville. My "dream" is right for me. But thanks for the advice, I guess.

chubbs_was_god January 14 2007, 00:13:14 UTC

i didnt mean it in a mean way, I appologize

figureinplastic January 13 2007, 08:59:54 UTC

life's not that great, but i'm really glad you're doing better. that nasty head-scab will be better in no time. and f the girl across the street...she's a whore anyway. :) (seriosuly, i'm glad you're doing better)

kawandee January 13 2007, 19:01:24 UTC

I was in the hospital all drugged up and I said "When is Jeff coming?" and Jon said "he isn't" and I just wanted to cry. :(
I'm sorry I ruined your vacation. Maybe I can somehow work that into my lawsuit. :)

faststarrynight January 13 2007, 12:06:38 UTC

OMG! I'm so sorry Wanda, I had no clue!!! I hope you are feeling better!!! :(

If you need to talk, i'm here!!! :)

kawandee January 13 2007, 19:03:19 UTC

I thought about calling Slugger and letting people know but sometimes I'm like "do they really care?" NOT that you aren't caring people, but I have been gone for awhile now so I just assume I am absent from everytone's thoughts. I am feeling better, though. Thanks.

faststarrynight January 14 2007, 16:42:20 UTC

I missss you!

saraide January 13 2007, 16:46:37 UTC

Well, when we find out the drunk driver's name, we can go kick him in the shins. Or throw bologna on his car (mom says it takes the paint off). Or any number of other things.

How can LSU not consider you a resident? You've lived here quite awhile now!

Let's make a We Hate BR club. I bet there will be lots of members.

Sneaky MOMS!!!! kawandee January 13 2007, 19:04:37 UTC

Why do moms know these things?!!!

Re: Sneaky MOMS!!!! saraide January 13 2007, 19:38:55 UTC

They certainly shouldn't! Bad, trouble making moms! :)

branbran January 14 2007, 01:08:12 UTC

dang girl. hope you feel better soon.