halloween was fun as fuck ( Read more... )

i fuckin knew it was too good to be true.

now i have all these guys gettin at me but i fucking want you.
your always going to be in the back of my mind now...

fuck.
why?

why the hell did i ever stop listening to metal??
maybe cuz it makes me wanna get fucked up and dance or do coke or something like the old days.

anyways.
halloween is going to be SICK.
court in three days isnt.
im fucking scared...

and you make me want you soo bad.
fucking guys messin with my head.
dont know what to think anymore..

and im confused ( Read more... )

im super confused..
and sad..

it was getting good, and then i got brought back down.
i just want to fucking STAY happy, or at least a little bit happy.

im soooooooooooooo confused right now.

people are sooooo confusing.

i know your reading this.

all your lies has done nothing but made me a stronger person.
you gotta grow up hunny, this world is real.

you dont want to end up having nothing do you?
well then its time you get help.

ill be praying for you to find yourself.
until then i hope you have a nice life.
<3 ( Read more... )

So i was doing just fine until i got tagged in a picture with nick bendle on facebook ( Read more... )

So, im writing a book its going be called LOVE and uts going to take me years and years to finish ( Read more... )

This is going to sound really weird but.. i just wish i didnt love people sooo much. I'm sick and tired of trying to love and care for people when they dont give a shit about me anymore. You say you love me you say you care about me, so fuck dude why dont you call me back? Why do you keep ditching me over and over? When i see you why are you so ( Read more... )