Well... 2day was my last official day of high school... thoughts are bittersweet. I'm excited for graduation; but REALLY want to get the 5 people in my class' grad pics! I WILL COLLECT THEM ALL! Oh jeez, I sound like some psyco who's into cereal toyz. Just got done practicing my speech in front of the fam. Oh boy i have a full house; with ( Read more... )

I cannot think, without thinking about you. I don't know what to do. The rose and note was sweet, and I feel like a jack-ass for thinking about it. I don't wanna sound cold-hearted, but I don't know what I should do. I wanna forgive, and I still have feelings for him. But I'm scared. I'm scared because even though he promises "never to do it ( Read more... )

Well, to omit all the gory, painful details, Chris and I broke up. He really scared me tonight with what he did, and it really made me wonder if he was worth it when he did stuff like that when all it could do was push me away and frighten me. I still care for him, but after tonight, my confusion has ended. Hopefully we will end up being friends ( Read more... )

Well, the All Schools Mass started out well. By the end of the mass, the entire senior class had made arrangements to visit Mr. Pettyplace (our 7th grade teacher, and a particular favorite of most students) because he was in the hospital. We were all thinking about going either before we headed over to the senior picnic (which turned out to be a ( Read more... )

Well, thank you everyone who came to see The Fantasticks. It was fantabulous! I have never had so much fun during a play as I had with this one. Shout outs to the cast: Warren, Sher-Bear, Jackie-Boy, Amanda, A.W., Gwiz, Kevin, and (of course) ::shudder:: SISTER ::shudder::. Lol, for those of you who were not in the play and do not know who/ ( Read more... )

My downer mood is less... well, down. A good friend told me, "Carpe Diem". And it has helped me. As for YOU, you talked 2 me yesterday. Thank you. It wasn't much, but it was something. As for the "other you"; slowly, surely, and one day at a time. Let us just enjoy the time we have, whether it be for one more day, or the rest of my life ( Read more... )

help... I do not know what to do. Who are my friends? Where are you? Why can I not look at a sunset without me thinking of you? Why do you have time for her, but not for me? Why has SHE taken what I have rightfully stolen? Why do you look at me with that awkward smile, like you don't really want to talk 2 me, but you feel obligated to. What ( Read more... )

Okay, today was that luncheon thing for the top 5 from every school. Kellie Webb didn't show up, so it was just Jon, Fritz, Phil, and I. Holy shit... and our principle drove. Let us count the times I could very well have lost my life: 1.) coming out of the parking lot, we went over the curb and squeeled the tires. 2.) Welter enters the wrong ( Read more... )

Friday: Prom~ AWESOME!!!! Had a wonderful time. Had fun with my friends and my boy. Much more fun than last year, and I LOVE CHRIS, who made that night just that much more special! <3 To condense this memorable night would be to do it murder, so I'm afraid the only word I can leave you with is :FANTASAMASTIC~ if you weren't there, you surely ( Read more... )

Well... I am now suffering from the post-play blues. For anyone who came to see MY KIDZ in Bye, Bye, Birdie, thankx a TON for the support. I am so proud of what these kids pulled off. Seeing the transformation (especially in Ben aka Conrad) from the first practice to the final performance was amazing. it really made me feel like I was part of ( Read more... )