So far so good. I'm so happy right now I could burst. My parents bought me makeup for Christmas. I never would have thought that they'd have even considered such a thing. Not only that but a lot of it! Anyways things are good for now so I'll talk to you later.

In a Past Life...
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Alright, I figured out what was wrong with my voice muscles and I can do my voice again for now. Part of the problem is that my voice muscles just are hurting. I mean I've been using them more in the last 4-5 days than like ever before so hopefully this gets better. Anyways throat hurts and its late so night night for me.

Well the subject says it all. Thought I knew what i was doing and currently can't do a thing with my voice. Hopefully its just like stressed or something. *grumble grumble* Well I've got another 6 and a half hours at work to try and get it right.

Alright so I've been working on my voice again and I've managed to figure out what I was doing wrong friday. I was doing the right things just doing them too hard. I still haven't quite hit the voice I had thursday but I can hit a feminine voice in that neighborhood consistently now.

So I spent the last two days shopping. There are a lot worse way to spend a couple of days I know. Anyways it was a lot of fun helping Meg shop for a couple of special occasions. Anyways it was a lot of fun and I got to spend time with a good friend and work on my voice some. Not to mention I bought a new denim skirt, a new lipstick, some new ( Read more... )

Alright so I spent three hours at work today with my little brother while he helped me with my voice. He gave me some new insights into the entire thing. God when did he get so damn smart? Anyways think I made some progress though in a completely different direction than Saturday night. This direction seems to be a lot deeper and still actually ( Read more... )

So I did some work on my voice again last night but I don't really feel I made any progress. I just don't know what exactly I'm doing wrong. Course part of the problem is that even my own voice when recorded sounds awful to me so that probably doesn't help much. So I'm gonna go to work today and do what voice work I can there. Then I'll do it ( Read more... )

Spent the last 2 hours working on my voice and about two hours at work working on it too. Probably gonna work on it for the next two hours or so. I need a lot of work but I think I've managed to at least get it from sounding effeminate. It seems like I was trying to get too far away from where I was starting from so it sounded super fake. I've ( Read more... )

Alright well this is my first post. I'm a transexual and I'm currently starting to transition. I thought that this might be a good idea as a way of tracking my progress and what I'm goin' through. So ya uhh where to start. Tonight was the first time I went out "en femme". It went really really well. A really good friend of mine helped me get ( Read more... )