yeah im good now. well just shrug it off and say it was pms or something. i dont know why i get that way, but im really sorry...i know that nobody deserves it. ill grow out of it. im sure i will
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I'm not mad at you. Not at all. It's 1:30 and you were just on, but then you signed off, which is sad. Yeah so, I'm not mad, but I just wish you wouldn't get upset over what you were upset over. I thought we talked that time and everything was cool. If you're really upset about it then let me know and we can work things out properly. If there is a problem with something that involves me and theres something I can do to make it better then you need to talk about it with me so I can help things. I don't want you to be upset or angry or anything like that. I'm not trying to make life shitty for you or anything. I want you to be happy. I put other peoples happiness before my own, so I really want you to be happy, even if it means that I have to do something that might not make me very happy. I can't stand having you think that I'm mad at you, or having you be mad at me for a while and then appolgising like crazy afterwards. I just want everything to be ok between us. I want all friendships to stay intact and strong as well. I will do
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i missed you then? well that sucks becuase i was awake till four, from sleeping earlier so i could stay awake and talk to you. oh well. as long as you arent upset with me, then everything is perfect, and i know how you put other peoples happiness before your own. i think thats sweet of you, i just didnt think i counted. i get jealous over things that are really lame and really stupid and really kind of pointless, i dont think theres anything you can do about how childish i am. im just happy that youre patient with me, and that this time (about me telling you to shut up) you let me know that you were upset. im even more glad that you arent mad at me anymore, and im still sorry and i cant help but apologize like crazy when i do and say stupid stuff like that. and i know that you arent trying to make life shitty for me, but even if you were, i dont think you would do a very good job of it spenser kimbel. im greedy. i have a temper. im really a super-bitch when im tired. im selfish. and im ridiculously antagonistic, and im using that word
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