Comments | kaybee098: tell me something, whisper it to me, and dont let any of it leak away into a night that is our last

kaybee098

tell me something, whisper it to me, and dont let any of it leak away into a night that is our last

Aug 11, 2004 14:43

why are things the way they are? youve asked yourself a million times. youve sat on the edge of your bed, held your head in your hands and thought to yourself, why? why are things like this? is this meant to be this way? is there a reason, hidden, beneath a hide i cannot peirce? or is it something oh so much smaller, so much more insignificant...do ( Read more... )

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the_kster August 11 2004, 14:47:08 UTC

wow.

you have no CLUE what your saying.

the_kster August 11 2004, 14:49:11 UTC

Since you know He's there, Yet, you refuse to believe in Jesus.. He wont help you.. Since the only way for God to here you, Is through Jesus. Now you know, and have no reason to complain about Him not answering you. Cause it's your fault, Not His.

kaybee098 August 11 2004, 16:56:37 UTC

dont be angry with me. i know its my fault. i know that the only thing that has ever held me back from my beleiving is my own bitterness, and my own incredulity, and my own sarcasm. i know its not God's fault. if in any way it could have been, i would be christian already. but i have to deal with ME, not God. and getting past myself is so much more difficult. though you help, its going to take a long, long time for me to grow.

just know that i love you. and nothing could ever change that. God gave me you, didnt he?

kaybee098 August 11 2004, 16:57:10 UTC

didnt He, i mean.

the_kster August 11 2004, 17:15:05 UTC

Well I thought He did, But since your disregarding what He's got to offer, And since I've told you over and over, I dont know. Maybe you'll have to find God on your own. I keep trying to help.. But I'm more then likely in the way. You just don't know what it's like to be right with Him. I'm struggiling with it right now, but thats my own fault. He loves you. . and your making it a joke. Meghan you really just dont get it. I'd think out of all people you'd understand.. Or at least learn from my mistakes and not totally ruin your life. Cause you don't have a life without HIM. He's all you need. You dont even need me like you think you do. Nothing of this world can make you HAPPY, or feel the way you feel when you get Saved. NOTHING. Since you've never felt it, You wouldn't get it. But I want you to get it. I want you to know what it's like. And since I want you to, I might be the problem. It may just not be your time yet. Or ever, If you chose to refuse God's gift. And its only a one time thing let me tell you. He's an eternal thing ( ... )

kaybee098 August 11 2004, 17:16:42 UTC

that hurt.

the_kster August 11 2004, 18:35:31 UTC

How?

xteamxfreshx August 12 2004, 00:15:44 UTC

Huh?