It's weird taking a step back from life, looking at how things have changed for the good and for the bad. Leaving home and going to college was a huge step. Living on my own, having bills that I am resposible to pay on time or there are consquences, having to feed myself meals everyday (which let's be honest I have been doing for a long time ( Read more... )

Happy birthday to one of my best friends. David, I dont know where I would be without you. You've always been there for me, through thick and thin and everything in between. You alway listen and give me advice and help me, and make me laugh so hard I forget all the bad things that happen sometimes. I love you so much I cant even begin to describe ( Read more... )

It seems like everyone is going through something right now. Good or bad, but mostly bad from what I hear, im not gunna lie. And what is hard for me is not being able to be there, to give you a hug, or to work really hard and make you smile, or to remind you that although stuff is scary, or sucky, or you just hate everything about life, that ( Read more... )

So my Liverjournal is clearly feeling neglected and we cant have that so I decided to update. I've been meeting a lot of new people and making some great friends so im really excited. But I am not gonna lie, they will never be able to fill the places of my BIG, the biter, or my miranda. <333 I love you ladies. I really dont have a whole lot to ( Read more... )

So I was looking at good old LJ and sad that I hadn't updated in forever. And I know that you are all dying to know what is going on in my uber exciting life lol. It was tough to leave livermore not because it's great ther because we all know that it really isnt lol, but it was hard because it was everything that I knew. Just like it was hard to ( Read more... )

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I was gonna update on life cause I am bored, but then I realized that I am lazy, and if you really wanted to know what was goin on you would've asked already lol. Instead I jacked this from Brina's old mspace bulletin. haha
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A year ago today I was thrown the biggest curveball of my life, and it hasnt been the same since. Most people can't even begin to understand what its like to lose the most important person in your life, the one person who always kept you going, the person who brought you into the world, and then left you there before you were ready. As I pack my ( Read more... )

and when the shit hits the fan, I'll be there

So I felt like updating because I have nothing else to do at the moment which usually makes for a pretty retarded entry. This past few weeks has been pretty fabulous though. Tidepooling, cheesecake factory, BJ's and pazookie, Keiths house, random driving and having a good time, noah's bagels and the hill, but waaaaay to much working I hate ( Read more... )