ok i think im possibly in the worst mood ever right now.  nothing can make me feel better. this whole situation sucks ass.

the regents today was.. i dont even know. im really freaked out to get my score bc i really have a bad feeling about it. i dont think i did good. do u ever get that feeling that wen u finish u think everythings right, but wen ( Read more... )

Lenny Brewer

Lenny Brewer, a resident of Elmont since 1974, died of cancer May 22nd, 2004 at age 60.  He left behind tow loving sons, Roy and Brian, a dedicated daughter-in-law, Tara, and his pride and joy granddaughter, Ashley Marie.  Lenny's wife, Marie, died nine years ago.  He spent his last days in teh Boston area with Brian, Tara and Ashley ( Read more... )

hey all. This was my day:

• Woke up around 7:55 b|c of my freaky ass dream.
• Went bak to sleep and woke up at like 9:45, 15 minutes before my alarm clock.
• Took a shower
• Blow dried my hair
• Got dressed (put my underwear on backwards b|c im a ditz)

pink_sp0ngebob  <~ james.

june 14th- the last day of 9th grade.

i cannot believe 9th grade is over.  it might have been the worst year i've had in sewanhaka.  there were deffinately some good times, but i remember more bad.  im just extremely glad to be finished with the year bc it seemed to be getting worse.  i hope, but highly doubt, im going to have a stress-free summer ( Read more... )

hey.

i just wanted to update to let everyone know how much i love justin and james. i know we dont hang out that often, but once summer comes we're always gonna be there with eachother. i can talk to you both about anything. and yous can talk to me, you know that. you guys make me laugh at the best times and can always make me feel better. at times ( Read more... )

hey. i just finished working on a_fire_inside1  aka nicoles live journal. its really not the best thing, but im going to work on it some more another day.  atleast its started.

tomorrow i have annemarie's bridal shower. im wearing a really nice skirt.  its cute.  well um..

i dont feel liek updating so ima go through everyones journal and comment.

<3  ( Read more... )

im hypervetalating in this room.

:Happy Birthday Courtney:

i just wanna say that i enjoy having annonymous posters comment on my entries.  it really gives me something to do and different people to fight with.

hm.. i havent gotten my period this month.  wonder wut my little eggies are waiting for...

well its late and i just finished my ( Read more... )

hey everyone. i think the new rules of my life are to break down like atleast 4 times a week. idn but it really sucks. i wish i was different. i mean- its not that im depressed persay. im more like.. upset. it kinda sucks for me bc im totally not living up to wut i expected myself to be. like dont u picture urself different then everyone sees you? ( Read more... )

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i wanna join a community. please inform me of a good one to join.

thanks <3