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[kayhopkins]

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I went to the optomitrist today.
My eyes are still dialated.

I'm far sighted and I have a stigmatism in my left eye. 
I picked out my glasses and I get them in a couple days.

I'm so tired now ..

I'm going to lay down.

Comments

[luvjohnnydepp]

Did you try to apologize to me Kayla?
I didn't get to read your post because everyone jumped all over you before I could see..and a post was deleted...so..If you could clear that up..it would be nice.

[kayhopkins]

Yeah, I did.
I deleted it because I was being jumped all over.
You know how hard it is for me to apologize and admit I was wrong.
But I did. I wanted you to know how sorry I am for everything and anything I've done. I've been stubborn and unwilling to face that I handled things badly, and unfortunately it took that for me to get my act together.
I hate the fact that we can't even be civil to each other any more. I figured that maybe I would mention that it would be nice for us to try to atleast get along since we'll be in voc together and possibly other classes.
When we got into that fight, I think we said too many things at once, and we both could have found nicer ways to say them. But theres no use talking about what we could have done differently, because we can't go back and redo it.
But things in my life are going well and I'm really trying to make thing s, if not right, a little better.
I would have hoped that, no matter what we've been through, you'd still know that an apology from me is not bullshit or fake.

[luvjohnnydepp]

I don't want this to come out bitchy because I'm not mad..so just keep in mind I'm not angry

[kayhopkins]

I understand why you'd be upset, just as I'm upset with things I've heard that you've said. But I'm not letting them bother me anymore because I know that the majority of what's said is because of being upset. I am sorry that I called you arrogant, but at times you are ... Just like I am at times. Thats why I don't like to admit when I'm wrong, and why it's hard for me to take peoples advice. It feels like I'm letting people make my decisions for me, even though now I realize that's not what you were trying to do. You didn't want to see me hurt over and over again for the same things by different people.
Better late than never, but I havn't been involved with anyone in a while. And I'm happier.
I can completely admit that if I had just gotten my act together and straightend out a little sooner and listened to what you were trying to say, I would have been happier a long time ago.