so wow. it's times like these that i definitely feel like i'm getting older. people are getting married, having babies :0), having jobs and i sit here dressed up to go turn in an application so i can hopefully get a job. it's weird when i wear nice clothes i feel old. like i have these boots. i know it sounds ridiculious, but whatev. they make me ( Read more... )

that was exactly what i needed to get my head back on straight.

i havent really posted for a while. i've just been in a big bummer mood today. i was supposed to go home this morning and i was sooooooo excited and ready to go home. i had such a good summer and loved it all. so i am ready to visit home. i miss my family, my new found friends *MJ*, my job all the regularity of it. but it didnt work out. and i feel ( Read more... )

Downsides ( Read more... )

well tonight was a fucking let down.

i think it's safe to say i've turned a page on those childhood days....

so i had probably the best talk of my life with my dad and becky tonight. there were many tears, a few laughs and a bit of lecturing, but all in all. i have the best parents ever.

direction and motivation...

someone's always coming around here trailing some new kill ( Read more... )

my hair smells like some herbal peppermints. you see i'm house sitting for my neighbors that's why it smells like that ( Read more... )

strange feelings ( Read more... )

so i finally went hiking this morning. and i frickin kicked my ass, gave me blisters, made me out of breath and my heart was pounding in my chest. and it was fucking amazing. since i didnt have anyone to go with, i decided to leave to miss traffic, when my dad and bro left for work this morning. so i got up at 4:30, was gone just after five and ( Read more... )