I want to lose 15 pounds before your wedding. haha. I wanna lose weight for someone elses wedding. Let's say that I went out of my way to not think about men, and tried my best with women... I am still pretty gay. I can't "fix" my voice or my walk. I mean, I dunno. That whole issue is so touchey with me and it is one thing that I am not ready to open up with the whole world about. It is not as simple as "I concur.." because there are some things I am spot on with - somethings I am not so spot on with - somethings I am most definitley no spot on with. I had such an interesting conversation about all this with a friend of mine, Cheryl, she really scared me.. not intentionally.. but some of the things made me re-think so much.. I could not argue against them.. but I was so scared to try and see it 100% her way. All I know, is I am afraid..
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Let's say that I went out of my way to not think about men, and tried my best with women... I am still pretty gay. I can't "fix" my voice or my walk. I mean, I dunno. That whole issue is so touchey with me and it is one thing that I am not ready to open up with the whole world about. It is not as simple as "I concur.." because there are some things I am spot on with - somethings I am not so spot on with - somethings I am most definitley no spot on with.
I had such an interesting conversation about all this with a friend of mine, Cheryl, she really scared me.. not intentionally.. but some of the things made me re-think so much.. I could not argue against them.. but I was so scared to try and see it 100% her way. All I know, is I am afraid..
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