So, at Quartelife tonight, I had a mini breakdown. So many things just hit me so hard. They showed the video of Andrew Schoenbeck (I think that's how you spell it). Dan was talking about how so many times we just stay in our comfortable little church settings; we never leave our comfort zones!!! It's always about us. But in reality it's not ( Read more... )

Well, life is really crazy right now. I'm gonna stay with my grandparents for the remainder of the summer in an effort to keep some of the shit from being beat out of me. I think this'll be best for us all. My mother won't have to stress about the lack of tidiness in my room or hurt her hands trying to kill me. I'll avoid the murder attempts, and ( Read more... )

You Are 85% American
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According to my calculations, when monday ends, it automatically becomes Tuesday ( Read more... )

You ripped a hole in my AE capris ( Read more... )

Okay, I have to be optimistic now. After today, there is no more Oakland Township for Kayla. YAY! Bye, commie mother! I'm moving in with my grandparents. So things are gonna turn around, I hope. Pretty soon I'll be moving to OU. In less than two weeks I'll be done at McDonalds. I'm getting a new job and residence, so everything is gonna be alright ( Read more... )

Remember when we had so much fun together? We did the we did the craziest things: dancing in the rain; climbing up to the rooftop to watch the sunset, the stars, and occasionally, the sunrise, too; ding-dong ditch; etc ( Read more... )

I love loving boys that don't love me, I love breaking my heart, I love crying over nothing, I love brand new starts, I love being so naive and getting myself hurt, I love being treated like shit and thrown into the dirt........................MEOW

I don't see why it is that my own parents don't love me at all. My father I obviously haven't seen in God knows how long, and my mother is a fucking lunatic........who would take away someone's car, telling them that they'd drive, then NOT FUCKING PICK THEM UP?!?!?!?!?! I mean it only takes a very small grain of common sense to realize that that's ( Read more... )

Okay, don't get me wrong, I love OU, but that doesn't mean that I wanna be stuck here without my car or celly, until God-knows when. Why is my mom so retarded? And, by the way, I DO have things that must be done today! But, of course, she doesn't fucking care what is goin on in my life! She doesn't care that I have a thousand things to do so that I ( Read more... )